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| SabeemHumdance"Hi my name is your closest friend and I don't care about you or about me I just hope that you know what I want so you can give it to me now. I want you to want what I want as long as you can't have it. My truths alone are sacred. If you violate them, I have the right to violate you, openly. You can't have a problem with my acting selfish, it's only because you don't give me enough. Nobody gives me enough. Now I don't like what I see through my window and I've always hated these shoes. I think I'll stop looking. Let me take you down. I'm going to oblivion, so don't blink." 
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| JavaGleeBark
------ Ah Geez, Margie. Welcome back there, campers. Well I've missed you too. A story, you say? Ah okay, okay, fine I'll do a good one, fer yous guys. But finish your cough syrup now-your parents aren't comin' home tonight. What? Well it don't matter why. Now listen, did you want a fucking story did ya? What? Well, Bungle I don't think you should say words with a lisp but I don't make a big thing about it now do I? Alright then. ------ Things people have to say to me anonymously: "When I see you sad it brightens my day because you make me sick usually." "I don't like you. I think you are not so pretty and you should probably grow up." "I have never known anybody as rude as you. You are always loud without knowing it and you refuse to realize your role or your just unaware of it but either way that is sad. You make people uncomfortable." "Nobody likes your games." "You look terrible. I'm being a friend. You should get some help." Really? yes really. Nasty little thought-goblins. Lurking in my facebook HonestyBox. (It's a place where people can write messages to you anonymously. Things like "your husband is cheating on you", or "I admire you from afar"). These are things my friends decided I needed to hear, but not directly from them. So they're no longer words, but very intense little poems, free for the most hurtful interpretation. These comments aren't all recent, but they are new to me. (And so you know, both the nice comments in this box, were vague "you're awesome"s.) This nastiness wouldn't bother me so much, but...listen, I stay home during the day doing housekeeping-type things...and lately I don't have much substance. I'm single. Unemployed. Good chocolate is a huge event in my day. Understand? If the authors, my friends, thought of me as an actual person, these writings wouldn't have been writ. So I'd like to know who is seeing me as an icon of Nauseating, or Juvenile, Rude, Inappropriate, Crooked, and Sick. So I'm not feeling too lively this morning. Or very loving, either.You know, People already think I hate most people, but is it maybe a little bit the other way around? Do you know why I have HonestyBox? I use it to tell my friends, periodically, anonymously, and in bulk, "you looked lovely today" or "I think you are beautiful". because it brightens my day to have brightened everyone's day. It just feels good. How does it feel to tell one person that she makes your stomach turn? | | |
| Crystal Lime Uptown Shadow
Pilgrim's Regress by C.S. Lewis: It's cute at first, but you're reading another selfish 'my intense life's journey' allegory, full of transparent characters and absolutely no wit. I just finished On The Road by Kerouac, Lovely character descriptions, really reminded me of people I thought only I knew. Maniacs, my kind of people. And the way America used to be! Oh, man. The ending drew a tear. Dig this book, seriously. I've heard Dean lives on in other books, but I wouldn't have left him. I don't leave strays. Just check Andrew's List of Bad Ideas, it says right there I'm always getting out of cars. Picture time-lapse photography of you and me rotting away into the sunset. Any old you will do. I just want a B-18 to my B-12, with a Fla for me to Mingo. It's too selfish, much too selfish. Fuck. "Are you retarded?!", she retorted. Living & working at home....My classmates from highschool are married to each other, employed at the store down the way there and working on baby #2, mortgage #1. Mom never put her heart into marrying us off, now see how we suffer? "Of course I'll marry you, Doc. I've never been married before." "we named our children after towns that we've never been to." I hate shopping at the store down the way there. 
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| I am Bob's joyous endocrine system
They think that I am too self-important. Too independent. But it's happened. Estoy en una relación grave. Y yo ya planeo nuestra boda. Llevaré la ropa cómoda y duradera. Entonces habrá fuego y lluvia, y nosotros mostrarán nuestro amor uno a otro. Sí, yo me casaré el horizonte. 
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| Institution R59isn't that clever. 
Eat a taco like nobody's business, wait for a game of cards; I'm getting my toes wet. Hear the news; seriously this water's getting cold. Well...do we ask how deep it goes? Do you really think that's wise, from where you're standing? --- Sooz: "...said he had this idea about fetus-shaped pancakes for the abortion party so now he's pissed coz I'm not pregnant" Member: "procrastination, now that's a long adventure..." Zora: "I need to meet some inbred children." Old Movies: Okay. Everyone go out and acquire a copy of My Left Foot. It's awesome. Hilarious, moving, intense. And it's got Daniel Day Lewis. Or should I say He's got It. Don't doubt me, go forth and acquire. also interesting, I watched The Omega Man, an old Chuck Heston movie. And no lie it's like a more interesting copy of I Am Legend. I recommend seeing the comparison. Music: nothing new. New for me, though: they've got something, and it goes thumpin' like this The Bloodhound Gang. Music that hops, chirps, pops and riffs with satire & sarcasm. Also they have some catchy tunes & cute album names, if you're into that kind of thing. Mrawr, and all that. I'm planning a little travellation with Hol & Zora. Thought I'd write it down somewhere because, well I dunno really... Things like this tend to go horribly wrong when I write them down. Damn, I always forget the most important rules. Anyway it could still go alright. Or we could have a collision and die. Or I could have a collision on the way to work tomorrow and die. Oh but that's all irrational. There are lots more likely ways we could all perish before tuesday. Natural disasters are so en vogue. 
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