When Miracles Happen

Not exactly miracles, but I guess you know what I mean. Finals were out today, and I guess I did better than I expected I would.. by one subject. Still, it wasn't necessarily good enough. For me, anyway. So, next week's the big trip. I'll be gone for 4 days, so if you comment me between the 22nd to the 25th, then I should be able to get back to you after I get back. Or, if the hotels happen to have an internet line, then maybe some time between then, but I doubt it.

As you can see, I've changed my layout. About time, isn't it? But I don't think it'll last long... maybe because I'm not a huge fan of the background design, or the fact that I've made another blog. Don't think you've got an eye problem, because you've read right. Mainly because I honestly have nothing better to do within the holidays, maybe because I'm getting bored of this blog, too. Hope you guys like it.

My New Xanga is: www.xanga.com/FashionXCouture

xox

Peace And Love.

Currently Watching One Tree Hill - The Complete Third Season By Chad Michael Murray, James Lafferty, Hilarie Burton, Bethany Joy Lenz, Paul Johansson, Sophia Bush, Barbara Alyn Woods, Lee Norris, Barry Corbin, Craig Sheffer, Moira Kelly see related

When Life Meets Its End

I'm not exaggerating. Honestly, in 3 or 4 days time, my life will be officially over. I mean, not even One Tree Hill can console me at a time like this. What's going on, you ask? Well, here's the deal... finals. Something everyone dreads, something everyone wish they didn't have to face. But the truth is, you have to. One way or another, you still have to. That's the hard part.

My friends, they're all weirdly smart. So obviously, they'll do well. Like, I know they can't help but try to feel sorry for me, but the truth is, I know what they're all thinking inside. That feeling of pity for me, when they're all so undyingly happy that I did worst than them. You might not feel it now, but when the results are out, you can't help but feel that way about someone who you did better than.

Parents are all the same. They want you to succeed. But let me tell you the truth... sometimes, you need to fail in order to get up stronger than ever. You have to forget about everything that's causing you stress and just move on, tell yourself that you'll do better next time. Sometimes when you fall down hard, you get up and go ahead with life. Youth doesn't last forever, cherish it.

Teachers want you to do well, just so that they can carry that sense of pride with them. Knowing that one of their students succeeded will mean the most to them, trust me. But knowing that you let them down hurts. A lot. You can't help but feel regret, like you wish you could change the past, just so to please them. Even though you obviously can't in reality, it's just nice to try and do something that you think would've helped if it was humanly possible.

But changing the subject, trying to clear my mind of all the horrible thoughts clouding up right now... One Tree Hill. The only thing that's giving me the strength to get over this all, and no, I'm not joking... that's how obsessed I am with the show. I'm really not getting why Rachel wants to steal Nick away from Brooke, when she was the one that introduced the two. Anyhow, we'll see how it goes... I just hope that Lucas isn't her next victim. Or maybe she just has this thing for older guys. First Cooper now Nick, it could lead up to something. Then again, with One Tree Hill, you never know.

So, I was thinking... the season 3 finale, to me... was one of the most outstanding performances Sophia Bush has done. Especially the part where she slapped Peyton and when she was crying to Lucas. If you happened to miss it or just feel like watching it again, then here's the link for part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFcquuLhFcc&mode=related&search

Watch all 5 parts and you've completed the whole episode.  

::Words Of Condolence::

Well... being the best or worst doesn't count... what really matters is you tried.. if people laugh at you.. then, f*ck them! who the hell are they?!.. you are the only one who knows yourself.. at its best.

-(May the author remain anonymous)

Spice Up Your Life

I was totally unaware of how obsessed I am with One Tree Hill until a few days ago. It's one of those shows where once you start watching it, you just can't stop. Not that anyone would want to stop watching it, it's pure bliss. So anyway, I was going through YouTube, and out of the kindness of my heart... or mainly boredom, decided to post some of the video links for your viewing pleasure. But for those of you who aren't all familiar with the world of Tree Hill, I'll post a quick info board for you.

The Couples:

Brucas :: Brooke & Lucas

Naley :: Nathan & Haley

Leyton: Lucas & Peyton

Because my favorite couple is Brucas... (still wondering why they had to break up), most of the videos have to do with them. Still, it's completely your choice if you want to see the videos. I really recommend that you do though, because most of the videos are favorited over 100 times... you can't go wrong there.

The Videos:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEedVOt87QE 

~ Mainly On The Shooting Episode (Brucas)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09PyRcUCQHg 

~ Brooke Has A Fight With Lucas For Kissing Peyton

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfPEXDXimco  

 ~ One Tree Hill Theme Song (Whole Cast)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbndDdVtoPk 

~ Brooke & Lucas Moments (Music: Howie Day - Collide)

P/S: I'm currently downloading a few episodes from LimeWire and YouTube from Season 3 & 4, I'll put them up the minute they're done loading.

P.P/S: Hope you enjoy the videos!

Friends. Finals. Family.

Our results for the September finals should be handed back between this week and the next. Weirdly, I'm not that nervous for as how much I get, just that I'll let my parents down or something. I mean, most people have told me that like, the 7th grade finals aren't really important, as long as you get into a good school, which I guess I already have. Mainly, I'm just afraid of getting grounded or something. Should I be feeling this way? I'm also hoping to not let my friends down and stuff... it'll be so humiliating if I get the worst in class, don't you think? Thankfully, the holidays are coming up, so it'll just be another 2 weeks before never having to see some of them again, until you know, in 10 years time when they have the traditional reunion ceremony. But there are the usual teachers-who-humiliate-you-in-front-of-the-class-by-asking-if-anyone-failed... they're the worst kind. Right now, I have some in mind. Maybe I could skip school after results are handed back, think it'll work?

As you all know, Christmas break is coming up, and so is the class of '06 graduating trip. All I really need to bring besides a luggage (or two) full of clothes and shoes, are my iPod, cell phone and probably a few books... thankfully, I won't be missing One Tree Hill. I swear, if I had to miss it (again), I would faint. It's not like I'm obsessed... maybe I am, but still, you can't drag yourself away from a perfectly good TV show. I will be missing The OC though, but at least it's just 1 instead of both, right? To my loyal commentators, could you fill me up on the dirty details when I get back on the 25th? I especially want to thank rockmusicluvr for posting the One Tree Hill spoilers, you've made me just as anxious as ever to watch it!

Anyone interested in a looks-brand-new-and-sort-of-is iPod shuffle? My parents are in negotiation with me that if I can sell my iPod shuffle I can get an iPod Nano or something... so just comment me if you're interested.

:: My Opinions For One Tree Hill ::

Lucas & Peyton do not get back together

Brooke gets over her feelings for Lucas

Haley gives birth to a girl

Comment me on what you guys want to happen in the next episode... who knows? It just might come true.

Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween! It’s that time of year again, when children dress up and go door-to-door saying the only 3 words that matter: Trick-or-treat. Of course, only some weird, psycho freak would actually say “trick”… then again, wasting your money on buying a bunch of candy that you’re just going to randomly hand out does suck. Still, adults kind of lead a hard life, don’t they? The best thing about Halloween though, is that you get to dress up like a slut or something and no one can say anything, or for that matter, stop you. After all, aren’t you supposed to dress up during Halloween? The occasional child-getting-high-on-sugar-and-sweets always doesn’t make a failure to appear in 2/10 of the houses, with kids leaping off furniture and hanging from the chandelier barely not falling down and crushing the unfortunate kid. Oh well, that’s the punishment you get for being... young, free, and fun.