If life is a game...
then why must I start in ultra hard mode with handicap???

I tried so hard and got so far...
In the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all...
In the end, it doesn't even matter.....

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Name: Kyosuke
Country: United States
State: New York
Gender: Male


Interests: sitting around computer procrastinating, listening to music (wide variety as long as it fits my mood, usually trance and anime/game soundtracks), watching anime
Expertise: computers - various user program functions, nothing "1337"
Occupation: Computer related
Industry: Computers (Hardware)


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Member Since: 10/17/2002

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Friday, November 16, 2007

decided to stay off WoW for now and play with the interweb for a bit.... updated facebook and this... what do I update with? just some empty feeling of missing out a lot of things and giving up a lot more doing what I am doing right now.... or perhaps that's just part of life....

Must I continue to endure? Must I continue to pray? The light that shines on me... where's the answer?


Saturday, June 30, 2007

so... anyone still reading this garbage?

stepping in the next part of life ain't gonna be easy... with wow going 5 hrs per day... it's been a lot of fun XD


Wednesday, March 21, 2007

RIP, my PAS forum

http://s94187492.onlinehome.us/forum/viewtopic.php?t=663
yeah, you can say that there's another pas forum, but to me... this is truly my own creation (liability, depends on how you look at it)
looking back, I could've done much better... but really what can I do about it now? I guess I would just have to let things pass into the winds, lost forever in the flow of time, and let it stay in my heart forever....

The same goes for something more personal....


Monday, January 15, 2007

Tried to search for a person online who's disappeared from my contacts for about 4 years... all of a sudden... the urge to search is overfilling my mind... but why so late? why?
reflecting on the last contact I sent her... why have I done that? why have I worded it in such a way that when I reflect on it now.... it's as if I told her to go away myself.... why?
so many why's... so little answer....


Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Hikari by Horie Yui (last, first)
Opening theme for anime Inukami! (The song that should be playing by the embed tag right now)

original japanese
romanji japanese (pronounciations of the japanese words)
english translations by Mendoi fansubs staff, and some modified by myself
chinese translations by myself, some reference to chinese subs, and altavista

祈り続けていいですか
inori tsuzukete ii desuka
Can I keep on praying?
我可以繼續祈禱嗎?

信じ続けていいですか
shinji tsuzukete ii desuka
Can I keep on believing?
我可以繼續相信嗎?

絶望の森に射し込む光よ
zetsubou no mori ni sashikomu hikari yo
The light that shines into the forest of despair...
這射入絶望的森林裡的光啊...

冷たい大地を 爪先で蹴って
tsumetai daichi wo tsumasaki de kete
kicking off the cold earth with my toes,
我在這冰冷的大地上跳踏着

梳きたての髪ほどき 月夜に舞う
sukitate no kami hodoki tsukiyo ni mau
my freshly brushed hair flutters in the moonlit night.
解開那束梳好的頭髮 讓它在月夜中飄舞

怯えた瞳と 孤独は捨てよう
obieta hitomi to kodoku wa suteyou
Let's throw away that frightened eyes and loneliness
捨棄那膽怯的眼眸和孤獨

強がりだけがいつも 友達だった日
tsuyogari dake ga itsumo tomodachi datta hi
When acting tough, the only friend is yourself...
假裝堅強, 卻把有朋友的日子...

彼方に置いてゆく
kanata ni oite yoku
but let's leave that all behind.
把它留在彼岸

救いはそこにありますか
sukui wa soko ni arimasuka
Is salvation there?
那裡有我的救贖嗎?

深い闇を癒せますか
fukai yami wo iyasemasuka
Can the deep darkness be healed?
那深沉的黑暗可以治癒嗎?

ぬくもりを求めていてもいいですか
nukumori wo motometeite mo ii desuka
Is it ok for me to seek warmth?
讓我尋求這一點温暖可以嗎?

誰よりも強くなりたい
dare yori mo tsuyoku naritai
I want to be stronger than anyone else
我想比任何人都更堅強

愛しきものを守りたい
itoshiki mono wo mamoritai
in order to protect what I love.
我想保護我所心愛之物

私を照らし続ける光よ
watashi wo terashi tsuzukeru hikari yo
The light that keeps shining on me.
這繼續照亮我的光啊



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