| So does anyone even use xanga anymore?I'm pretty much new to this again.
So, my name is Megan. I'm 18 years old. Brown hair, hazel/green eyes, 5'7", I look 130 pounds and pretty much single. Just kidding. I feel like I'm talking to myself right now. Anyways...
It's been over a year since I've wrote on my xanga. I moved out in May of last year. I moved in with Justin. Six months down the road, we broke up. So I'm "living" at home again. If that's how I should say it. I hardly ever go home. I'm always driving somewhere or doing something. I've changed a lot in the past two years. So whoever gets on this site still, I'm not dead. Hehe. I have amazing friends. I have amazing times. I try to make the best out of every situation. Even if someone is being a dick. Haha. But recently, I've been going wild. Going out. Being as good as I can get... hahahaha.
I'm at work right now. This is more of a home than my house is. Dad works me a lot. And I still get to hear him bitch. I've just learned to block him out.
I've read the old entries that I once put on here. I realized how brainwashed I was. I'm myself now. I still can't de-brainwash myself though. So like me for who I am now, or get over it.
Eh, whatever. I g2g.
Peace - Megan |
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| Fifteen months today.
And I remember when people thought it was a bad thing that Justin and I were dating. Fuck them all, right? It's not like I even talk to those people anymore. ... I seem better off.
I Love You Justin... if you ever read this...
-Megan- |
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| It's been a while since I've wrote anything of any significance on here. Today will probably be the same.
I lost 4 pounds in a week. I'm so happy! So like, all together, since the beginning of the year, I've lost 8 pounds. I guess that's no too bad. I dyed my hair black too. Today is going to be a dumb day. I have to just sit around until 4:45. That's when I go to work. Oooh boy. At work, I usually sit and play games on the computer because no one comes in. Sometimes Tamara or Justin will come in. That's always nice. I think tonight I'm going to sew while I'm there. That'll keep me occupied.
I just got ungrounded. I got grounded for two weeks because I went to Justin's when I wasn't supposed to. It was gay. Two weeks of not going to Justin's. A full week without seeing him. It was hell. Then yesterday when I could see him again, I could only stay until 5:30... because the "roads were going to get bad". Fucking parents.
Dad saw my tongue ring but didn't say anything. Instead he told mom, who then told me. So everytime I'm around him I take it out so maybe he will think he was just seeing stuff. I hate it. It's a pain in my ass. My dad is a pain in my ass. Period. I'm just sick of him. I'm moving out when I turn 18. I already told mom. She was okay with it but I don't know how dad will be.
There's not much else. I'm still with Justin. Obviously. He still makes me so happy!!! I amazingly got a really good report card. I love the career center. I started sewing. I've been sewing almost everyday. I'm making Justin some pants. I can't wait to see them on him!  Haha. I'm up to 23 piercings now. It's crazy.
That's about it. Good bye.
-Megan- |
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| Yesterday was a year for me and Justin. It's amazing.
I love that man so much. He's opened me up to a whole new world where it's just me and him.
He's my life now and just knowing that he's there for me makes everything seem perfect... mainly because it is now.
I love you Justin.
-Megan- |
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