quote of the day:

"give her a hug and i give him a lap dance"

- - suzie

sMiLe fA mE dAddY*

cheer clinic this morning. had to be at school at 7:30  wtf im not even there for at least another half hour on school days. it was pretty fun i guess. im glad i had the older girls cuz im not really into the whole little kid thing. but that pretty much whooped my ass so i came home and took a nap til 4.

went back to school, chicken dinner, and cheered at both jv and varsity games. after the game i waited with wally til his dad came.

some say the sex is overrated, but they jus aint doin it right

so lately ive been pretty bored with my life. school sucks ass, my friend "situation" i guess you could call it, or lack of i should say, is pretty suck ass too. but sam and suzie sure are awesome it just superly irritates me tho. i mean ive tried the whole lets be friends with lots of people, but honestly the majority of the people i know i cant stand to be around for more than 20 min... sad right? o well. 1 more year left! fuck yess.

im so icy that my earlobes hurt.

hopefully ill be going over to wallys house tomorrow  i really do love him and his silly ways. he really is like my best friend. in fact, i think he is.

i love you more everyday .

BoReD! sO iiM StEaLiiNg tHiiS fRoM sAm LiiKe sHe sToLe iiT fRoM bEtH!

Appearance

[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[]I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I had/have braces.
[ ] I wear glasses/contacts.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.


Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something 
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health

[] I was born with a disease/impairment/deformity.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Experiences

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing
[x ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken. 
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[] I'm single.
[x ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[ ] I've had sex with a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ x] I've cheated on a test.
[ x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[] I've shoplifted

Drugs/Alcohol

[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time, no problem.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[..] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have been before.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[ x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[x ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[  ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random

[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.  (Sometimes)
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar. Most of the time, if you're stupid and use words incorrectly.
[x ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x ] I twirl my hair.
[] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being tidy.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue 
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I've been shot before.
[x.] I am in love with someone.
[x ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.  
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ x] I eat fast food weekly. (my mom doesnt cook alot)
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. 
[ ] I cannot fall asleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails. (sometimes)
[x ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x]I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest

merry christmas// happy new years!

im too lazy anymore to update this.

someday i will.

hmm.

<3