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lol..thanx chi for the name!! ur the best!!

i NEVER TH0UGHT THAT ii W0ULD RiiSK THE CHANCE 0F GETTiiNG HURT AGAiiN
BUT F0R S0ME REAS0N .. WHEN ii`M WiiTH Y0U - iiT ALL SEEMS W0RTH iiT =)

  i get too c BuBBa today!! yay!! im real excited. i didnt think i would c him all summa cuz hes busy and stuff w/ work..but now under the surcomstances..((wow thats wrong)) i am!! soo anyways. i talked to him today and all..he seems good and stuff..he was real happy and meggo says that he has everything he could need in his room. soo thats good. well ill write more t/m and say how it went!!

                                 gotta blast..love yall

                                               x3: meg

When everything youll get is everything that youve wanted princess..Well which would you prefer my finger on the trigger or me face down, down across your floor..

                          - taking back sunday

                           song: cute w/out the e

hey guys-

     ima bout to go to my dad's for the night..i havnt been over there in over a month! im soo happy to get to see him!! its always soo fun over there and i get too see my puppies..sparkey and baby boo!! ther cute as hell..well write more later when i come bak.

              later my gators!!               

                                           x3 - meg

Somewhere [B e T w E e N]  the ...
procrastination..the homework..the friendships
& the nasty cafeteria food.
the calls to old friends..the I miss yous
& the I LOVE yous &
the what are we doing tonights?
somewhere [B e T w e e N] all of the..
changing & growing
& the skipping classes..the studying for tests
& the pretending to be studying for tests,
& the downright not studying for tests...
I forgot..I forgot what it meant to cry ..
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesnt make you happy
I forgot that pretending to be smart doesnt make you smart
& that pretending to be ok doesnt make you ok
I forgot that you cant just forget the past
in fear of the future &
I forgot that you cant control falling in love
& that you cant make yourself fall in love
I learned ..
i learned that i can love ..
i learned that its OKAY to mess up ..
& that its OKAY to ask for help ..
& that its OKAY to feel like crap ..
i learned its okay to complain & whine to all of your friends for a whole day ..
that somehow they`ll make it all better.
i learned that sometimes the things you want most you just CANT have ..
i learned the greatest thing about high school ..
isn`t gonna be who is the most popular or going to the most parties .. or the drinking.. not even the hook-ups.
its the friendships .. which means taking chances.
i learned that sometimes the things we
FORGiVE & FORGET are the things we most need to talk out ..
i learned that letters from friends are the most important thing ...
& that sending cards to your friends make you feel better.
but .. basically .. i learned that my friends .. both old and new .. are the most important people to me in the world ..

^^ very cute...well im going to HH w/ some of my gurlie's. im excited!! its going to be alot of fun..as long as we keep meggo from beinng critical!! thats a challenge in its self!! maybe we'll meet sume HOT guys ther too!! i dont think megan will be soo critical if we get her a guy!! haha well ill write more when t/m is over!!

   " gotta blast " - jimmy neutron

                                         x3: m-dog