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megpie68
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Name: Meg
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Greenwood
Birthday: 10/28/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: traveling, singing, dancing, reading, rockclimbing, rollerblading, painting, photography,
Expertise: jack of all trades but master of none
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Music
Message: message me
AIM:  megjantz68
Member Since:
12/20/2004
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| springbreak 8 days and countingi think i'll go to boston
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| changeI'm a wanderer I have no place or time...I'm just drifting on this lonely road of mine...and if you like you can come along with me, but i promise you that i'm not the girl I use to be......
have a i changed so much???
You and i we have seen our ups and downs
somewhere we just lost hope
i can't change the past but who cares
love is all i've ever known
your love is all i've ever known
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| well, all i can say is life is pretty ironic...and i mean that in the fullest sense of the word. One minute you think you understand exactly which direction your headed when all of a sudden...something presents itself to you that you never would have expected. The thing that you had always wanted is...there...right in front of you, but you had let it go. It was over and done, and you had moved on with life. Ironic. b/c as soon as you let it go...it comes back in full force and wants you to take hold. But....then...you don't really want it anymore. The time had passed. It was too late. The moment was over. And you think, well the timing was just all wrong, but you are left standing perplexed by the absurdity of it all. You wanted it so much when it wasn't there, but then when it is in your grasp...you reject it...because it's just not what you want anymore.
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| i guess sometimes you just need to have faith.....
and the journey continues
Belt of Truth
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| so, i'm in my room listening to Sympathy by goo goo dolls for about the 15th time and wondering why i'm feeling so hurt and alone. i am surrounded by a wonderful group of friends, i have a beautiful family, and....such a blessed life...yet, i'm feeling like i'm "killing myself from the inside out." Where is the hope?> Where is the joy?...i never knew coming back to college would ever be this hard. On the outside, i'm all ok...smiles and witty banter...love and caring attitude towards those around me...but i think i'm wearing a mask of some sorts...not that i'm not the girl that i'm showing the world...b/c that is me, but it is not all of me and i found myself singing the lyrics to Coldplay over and over again...b/c the words just seem to ring true....in my mellow mood nothing seems to make me smile and everyone around me just fades in the background laughing and there i lay on the coach...crying on the inside and wondering why nobody knows that i'm dying on the inside. i feel as if i lost something that i just cannot replace...father give me your heart to guide me home, because i'm lost in the darkness of my own solitude....
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