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I Want A Boy Say This To Me

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 10:45:20 GMT

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Boy: No.

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: Not really.

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Choose--me or your life.

Boy: My life.

The girl runs away in shock and pain, and the boy runs after her and says...

"The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because YOU ARE MY LIFE."

Love Is Not Written On Paper...

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 11:57:30 GMT

Love is not written on paper, for paper can be erased.
Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken.
But it is inscribed on a heart, and there it shall remain forever...

Being 20 And July 4th

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 19:08:00 GMT

Gosh... I feel old now... lol
Everybody kept saying, "Don't say that. Look at you. You're still young, and you look young."
But still... I feel old ^_^"

On Saturday night, we went to Razzoo's for dinner to celebrate. It was great and fun. ^_^
A new place to eat and still have good laughter among all of us.

Yesterday was July 4th. I did a lot of drivings, but I had a lot of fun.
I picked up Darius in Fort Worth, and we went to Plano to meet up with the others.
We watched movies, said mean and crazy things to each other, laughed, grilled, and ate.
I had a blast, and Darius also had a blast.
Then, we went out to watch the fireworks while driving back to Fort Worth.

But it has been a long time...
I wish he can be here beside me... Sigh...

Rich's Big Surprise Drink

Fri, 25 May 2007 21:04:08 GMT

Today I made a big surprise drink for Rich. He really "LOVES" it~~~~~ ^_^
Papaya/Almond/Green Bean latte with black tea + coffee jelly
^_^

Summer classes are starting next Tuesday.
The summer is going to be busy~~~

Pirates of the Carribbean 3 is out~~~
Yea~~~ ^_^

I haven't seen him for a while, but I still get to talk with him almost everyday ^_^

Brian's Funny Haircut

Sat, 19 May 2007 11:32:37 GMT

Yesterday, I went to Bethany to order some foods for Ashley, Siobhan, and Sara.
When I got there, Brian, Amali, Marjana, and Neil saw me.
When I saw Brian, I barely recognized him from looking at his back. He got a bad haircut from Marjana. He looked soooo funny. While Amali explained to me of what happened, Brian was ranting to me on how bad his hair is and how bad Marjana cut his hair. hahaha~~~~~
Then, afterwards, they went to Mandy Salon to try to get Brian's hair look better. Few minutes later he came back. All I could do was laugh at him. Harvey also laughed at him. ^_^
Man... I should have taken pictures :P

I Got A Big Brother ^_^

Thu, 17 May 2007 14:52:53 GMT

Hmm...
This week has been restful and relaxing... ^_^
Actually, it kinda bothers me that I'm going to Bethany almost everyday. I feel like I have no life, so I ended up in there just to hang around :P
Well, I've been helping in training the new worker... I have no idea what her name is... She said that I can call her Mary... lol
And last night, when I was getting ready for my shift, she asked me to visit her tomorrow morning. I was like "Umm... ok... sure... o.o"
This morning when I came in, Sayaka, Xiao Yu, and Yang Pa were surprised to see me. Then, I helped Xiao Yu with a large order.
Then, Mary came in. I watched her and corrected her on some stuffs, and then I left at 12:30 since I had work at 1:00.

Yesterday, I finally had the chance to hang around with Bhumil~~~~
It's been a long time, but I'm happy to spend some time with him.

Tim told me that from now on, he's my big brother, and I'm his little sister.
That's awesome~~~~
Now I have a big brother who's going to protect me (well, that's what he said :P)

Some people had been trying to convince me wearing a skirt or a dress, especially the silver one...
I'll think about it... Probably I will wear it... Someday... :P
Oh yea... He also wants to have a chance of seeing me in a skirt... Well, more like...seeing me being girly-girly
lol

Feeling More Alive Now...

Sun, 06 May 2007 14:30:23 GMT

Yesterday, during the day, Siobhan and I helped Ashley doing some movings... At the beginning, we were expecting to move everything in about 1 - 1.5 hours... However, we got about 60% of her stuff in one trip, and loading those stuffs into our cars took about 3 hours... Not what we expected ^_^"
Then, Siobhan and I had to leave, so probably Rich is going to do the rest of the movings today...

Last night, I had a lot of fun. It was very adventurous.
I think I'm beginning to feel more alive now.

This morning I was supposed to wake up at 7, but I ended up waking up at 7:55 -_-"
I quickly got all my stuffs in my car and left home around 8:10.
I was driving really fast again... Crazy me ^_^"
I guess Lanky MAY be correct about us Asians drive very scary... HEY! At least, we can drive well

I Will Have To See Later On...

Fri, 04 May 2007 03:16:22 GMT

Da Gah is pretty excited and happy with his new baby daughter. On Sunday, Irina and I were doing some clean up, and Da Gah was making some suggestions to us...
Da Gah: Irina, you should have a baby soon.
Irina: No way... It's too early to even think about that.
Da Gah: But if you get older, it'll be difficult having a baby.
Irina: No.
Da Gah: Melinda, you should have a baby too.
Me: O.O WHAT????
Irina: Leave her out of this. She's way too young to have one.
Da Gah: Come on. She's not THAT young.
Irina: She's only like 19 years old.
Da Gah: Melinda, how old are you?
Me: Going to be 20 soon.
Da Gah: It's still good.
Me and Irina: -_-"

Semester is going to be over soon, and I'll be able to hang out with more people since some of them are coming back to P-town.

Am I ready to take the next step?
Is there really another step in this direction?
I will have to see later on...

It's So Dark Here...

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 01:32:49 GMT

It's so dark here.
I can't see the direction where I'm heading to.
Am I going the correct direction?
Am I going the wrong direction?

I keep walking aimlessly.
The more I walk,
The more exhausted I get.
No matter which direction I walk,
I wonder...
Why is it dark here?
I cannot see my hands.
I cannot see my feet.
Where is the light?

Even if the light appears,
Will I even dare go towards it?
If I go to the light,
I wonder...
Will it lift my heart?
Will it lift my spirit?
Will I feel relief within me?

What if I go the correct direction?
Will it matter to me?
Will I become better?
Will I become stronger?

What if I take the wrong direction?
Will it matter to me?
Will I become worse?
Will I become weaker?

Don't Ask ^_^"

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 00:31:11 GMT

Some interesting things said today...

Fred walks into the library and gets down on his knees.
Fred: I'm sooooo sorry. I thought I had saved the document.
Meryl and Me: *glare*
Fred: I'll do anything to make this up.
Me: Ok but for now, let's get this paper finish before 4:30 because I have work.
Fred: Ok...
One hour later, I upload the document onto webct and type a message on the discussion board...
Me: *near the end of the message, type...* "Gan ni ma"
Fred: wth?!?!?!
Meryl: Huh? o.o?
Me: *laugh*
Fred: Come on... Get that off...
Me: Ok. *erase the message and type a new message* "Li ki shi"
Fred: Ok... Even though I can't really understand what you just typed, I think you just typed "Go eat shit."
Me: Nope...
Fred: Erase that please~~~~
Me: *erase the message and type a new message* "Du ma"
Meryl: *laugh*
Fred: What does that mean? o.o?
Meryl: "Fuck"
Fred: *glare*
Me: Ok ok ok... *erase message and send message*
Me: Hey, Meryl... Should Fred wear a dress during the presentation?
Meryl: That sounds like a good punishment for him
Fred: Uhhhh.........

Yang Ma: Starting from today, I want you to tie your hair up.
Me: *blink blink* Huh?
Yang Ma: Because everytime you walked in here, it looks like you have no jin shun (kinda meaning "spirit" or "life"). You always look like you're dead.
Me: O.o
Yang Ma: When you tie your hair up, you'll look better because your face can show some jin shun.
Me: Ok...
Yang Ma: There were some customers who came up to me and asked me, "Is there something wrong with that girl? she looks sick or appears to be in pain." I had to tell them that you are actually fine.
Me: O.O

Eating dinner...
Yang Ma: You're eating soup this time??
Me: Yeah because I feel nauseous now.
Yang Ma: o.o Why?
Me: I got drunk last night.
Yang Ma: You got drunk last night? From a party??
Me: ... ... ... Yea ^_^"
Little Boy: *giggle*
Yang Ma: And why did you have a party last night?
Me: Don't ask ^_^"
Little Boy: *giggle*

Da Gah: I want you to make this last order.
Me: Ok... *make strawberry banana frappe and give to customers*
Customers come to Da Gah.
Customers: This drink taste weird... It doesn't taste like strawberry pineapple...
Da Gah: Hold on a second.
Da Gah comes up to me.
Da Gah: What drink did you just made?
Me: Strawberry banana frappe.
Da Gah: *take out the receipt* You were supposed to make strawberry pineapple frappe.
Me: Eh??? That's weird... ^_^"
Da Gah: *pat my head* Are you ok?
Me: Errr.... Maybe...
Tim: Don't worry. I'll make the drinks
Tim makes the strawberry pineapple frappes. Before giving the drinks to the customers, Tim crosses out "pineapple" and writes "banana" on the receipt.
Tim: Ha! See here who's wrong. She didn't do it wrong. Da Gah, it's all your fault. You typed it wrong.
Da Gah: *glare*
Tim: Hahahahahaha
Me: *laugh*