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Name: Kate
State: Illinois
Metro: Rockford
Birthday: 2/27/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: driving zambonis, thunder storms, guitar, looking at stars, the iron chef, the smell of mocha my day, jumbo shrimp fishing, and watching daria
Expertise: tricking my dog into thinking i'm going to take her for a W-A-L-K and then leaving the room entirely, stacking boxes, buckling seat belts, kite flying
Occupation: Student
Industry: Textiles
Message: message me
Member Since:
6/20/2005
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| I can't sleep Steve is watching The Incredibles and its really loud. I should be doing math homework, but currently and usually I choose not to. By the way this cd is amazing.
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| My head is full of things that I am unsure of...like a million things just racing around in my brain. One thing that I've really come to grips with lately is that God always provides a way for things if that's his will for you. I hate trying to figure everything out at once, and no matter how hard I try I always seem to do this. Things have really been falling into place lately, but at the same time I'm having a really hard time being myself all the time like no matter where I am. I feel really selfish asking or more hoping for things, that are only going to satisfy me for the time being. I just want to change my heart for real, giving everything over to something bigger than myself to be honest its incredibly hard. If you're reading please don't feel bad or anything I'm doing fine, there are just somethings that are just challenging right now and I needed to write it somewhere and I didn't feel like handwriting it. how lazy. I'm changing as a person and it scares me me to death. There was this song last night on this really cheesy cd I made at least 2 years ago, there was this one song umm and it went..."here's my heart, its been broken, its been wounded, but I'll give it all to you if you would love me." Those lyrics were like a ton of bricks. Also there's this one gospel song that I adore and it says "I've been looking for you, I've realized nothin' can satsify me." I want to make that true in my life and I'm gunna work on it. I've been filling myself up with other things for too long.
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| Boys are confusing
So seriously i think many girls can agree with this statement. the end.
no not really but i just wish i knew sometimes...knew what the heck they were thinking. | | |
| 5 things that made me really happy today
-the lunch lady who hits on Vince everyday as he goes to purchase his lunch. I always thought she was amazing but when she gets her flirt on with Vince its incredible. Today I guess he had already bought some food but I went with him for the second purchase b/c Christy was gunna die if she didn't have chips. So he's counting change and she's like "You're back again?" "That's okay you can come back all the time, I like you." (black lady voice)
-talking to a random subway employee in spanish. Stef and I were at woodfield and I went up to get some cookies and he was like "hablas espanol?" just randomly and to his surprise I did...and then we talked for a few minutes in his native tongue. It was sweet. muy bien.
-really dumb but the Sean Paul song "temperature" that song has an incredible beat and makes me so freakin happy for some reason even though that's not my style of music in the least. One night at work Ashley, Robyn, and I did polish dance moves to that song and it was incredible.
-my fruit cup at lunch. I really like fruit...I'm noticing all the good things are about food minus sean paul. I really like to eat.
-I found a prom dress tonight...wasn't even looking for one only 40 bucks it's so gorgeous! I'm so excited to go with one of the sweetest boys I know. oh matthew :)
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| This goes out to a few people who have made this week incredible...
_Kirk- I love you like a dad, you always remind me that God made me so special just the way I am and that is so good thank you.
_Situ- I have the most amazing grandma in the entire world. She makes me laugh until my face hurts. And cares about every detail of whats going on in my life.
_Won- Its always so nice to see you. You are so generous and just so fun to be around. Thanks for always making time to go out to dinner with Allie and I.
_Matt- Just seeing you smile is so comforting whenever I have a crazy week. I care about you so much kid. You have no idea how special you are to me.
there's so many more I didn't want to type out ten pages of thank you's though...the last couple of weeks have been kind of rough emotionally and I'm just thankful to have such amazing people in my life. I love all of you | | |
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