Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Have you ever felt so alone that it feels like ice is flowing through your body....like everything around you is just dull and boring.....that you just wish that, that one thing that you know could change it all would only happen.....but in reality you know never will.....have you ever felt so alone that if you were standing in the middle of a crowded room and shoot at the top of you lungs for someone to hear you...but no one ever does......have you ever felt like no matter how hard you try to express yourself no one ever really understands you.....and that when you talk to them you can't say what you want to because they always think that you are not serious...so you just laugh it off and act like it was a joke so you don't feel like an idiot and they don't think your stupid....have you ever wondered why this world is filled with people that say they want to help others but never do.....filled with people that say i understand what you are feeling but really have no clue what you are....filled with people that say i didn't mean to hurt you but in reality they don't even give a crap they just don't want to look like a bitch in front of everyone else....filled with people who don't give up when someone is down for the count, they gotta get those last couple of blows in.....so to you i ask why do people care so much about what other people think and not what they think themselves....why won't anyone anymore take the time to stop and think about what they are doing and say hey this is just plain wrong.....well thats jsut something we will never know.

Monday, May 02, 2005

One of my friends gave me this and I wanted what all you people think about this....and for all the girls do you think this is true??

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like you do.

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem fool proof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be in deep poo-poo.

3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful., or smart, or wonderful. You get the picture.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're chang.

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the shit out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their god damn birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.

29. If she's having a bad day, don't run frantically out of the room. Talk to her about her day and what's bothering her. It'll make her feel like you're there for her no matter what at definitely score you some major points.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond

31. Putting things in her butt does not turn her on.

32. Return favors: she massage, you massage; she goes down, you go down; she shave, you shave (and not just your face).

33. Foreplay is not an option . . . its a prerequisite.

34. Do not start with her. You will not win.

35. When she uses her teeth it means that you suck at going down on her, so she's just returning the favor.

36. Just because a girl doesn't pick up on the first ring doesn't mean she's not waiting by the phone.

37. You don't have to spend a lot, if it means a lot.

38. Don't say you love her if you don't mean it.

39. Don't lie. . . she will catch you.

40. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

Saturday, April 23, 2005
Wow haven't been in here in a while...well all i got to say is thank god school is almost over. one more week...oh and working everyday with only sunday off sucks a lot....no to mention having to work a couple 14-16 hour days....god i love my life...haha...so hows life for all you?? well hope its good. take care..god bless!







Monday, April 04, 2005
Well all I can say is life must go on and it does....no matter how hard it is....it moves on....and thus is the story of life....Life is pleasant.......Death is peaceful...........It's the transition that's troublesome.







Monday, March 28, 2005
Well Spring Break is over....and the news didn't get any better...i was at work today and my Aunty just collapsed....we called 911 but they couldn't revive her....Rest In Peace Aunty Barbara.....may god watch over you always...





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