So lately it seems as if those closest to me on this xanga world are dead. I haven't heard from the usual crowd in a few months now and it both bothers and terrifies me in some way.

 I've been getting to know many other wonderful bloggers too and it's always amazed me at how many responses or feedback they get on their entries. Now I'm not trying to say I need some attention (maybe a tinsy bit) but I've come to realize that as of late I feel like I have nothing valuable to share. I feel full of ideas and imaginary friends and yet due to lack of....something....I can't seem to produce something worth commenting on and so I apologize for that. Though I have to admit that I never realized how much these other people meant to me leaving comments until I stopped receiving them.

Yet I'm a writer and a biochemist. I'm a full time student who recently composed two songs in the last three weeks and began to work on a Novel that I had given up on 2 years ago. I've never been fond of criticism (how many of us really are?) but I do understand it and I guess what I'm trying to ask is if my writing has really gotten dry over the years? Now I understand those that I have recently subscribed to may not know me well enough or how active I was originally on xanga, but it would mean a lot to hear from you too. I have been actively reading and devouring blogs from other readers for about 4 or 5 months now and I just feel overwhelmed that here is this amazing net of friends and yet I manage to stay in the outer circle of it all.

So please. Get to know me.

I've certainly been getting to know you and I think that you're fabulous.

 If my entries are really that terrible than I understand. It would just be nice to know who else is out there reading my words once in awhile.