so its been almost 3 months since my last entry, and i'm supposed to be studying for a very important quiz that will take place in less than ten hours....sounds like a good time to write an entry
i have NEVER in my life been this excited to start school. usually at this point i am getting massages and going shopping to calm my nerves. usually i am about to die from anxiety with the anticipation of the upcoming year. usually i am so afraid of what might go wrong, i can't even live my life. but this year, school couldn't start sooner. i can't wait to be surrounded by people who actually care about me and want to spend time with me every day. it is such a great feeling that i haven't felt in almost 4 full months now. i love the friends i met last year, and i wished i lived closer to them in real life (or that i had a car so i could go visit!). i have a kick ass roommate this year in a kick ass dorm that is in a kick ass location. i'm really excited about the 4 (yes only 4! i'm taking it light this semester) classes i have this fall. i love this feeling. its amazing. i cant wait to start school and meet new and exciting people and see all my girls again!
i've been having trouble focusing lately, for many reasons, so i have picked up sketching. i basically only sketch dresses. i've always been obsessed with fashion, whether i can earn enough money to keep my own personal closet up to par is another thing. but anyways, i love so many of the dresses i've drawn. i would wear all of them to the oscars in a heartbeat! all were designed with scarlett johansson's body in mind....because it is phenomenal....except one. they are so gorgeous. the sketches hardcore make me want to get a sewing machine and make something. i know i wouldn't be able to make these dresses, but maybe a shirt or something. i'm letting my inner artsy self out and i like it!
so i've pretty much decided to chop the hair off. i'm going for around 1/2 inch long. i'm going to exnay the red in it...i think it would look corny on me. the really short red...idk. i'm thinking of going dark like i think my natural hair is (i've been dying since i was 13 so i don't really know...) with some honey brown highlights or something. i need to book an appointment and discuss it with my hair stylist, but i really like the idea. i want the cut to be on the borderline between femme and butch. i think it'll be hott!
do you think if i sued DHT for following their advice in their song "Listen to your Heart" i would get any money?....yea i didn't think so either
i have two new favorite bands: the hush sound, and hellogoodbye. they are fucking amazing. "eileen" by the hush sound is to die for. the hush sound might be up there with panic and the beach boys now...its crazy i know but they just might be.
so i started working out again and horrific knee pains have come back. seriously...i've had two fucking surgeries and they still hurt like hell? i need new knees.
i think there is moldy water under my carpet in a portion of my apartment. when you step on the carpet, water seeps up through it and it reeks! it is so disgusting. its only on a 3 ft. by 3 ft. area...so i just dont go over there, but it is making my whole apartment smell. i would do something about it, but i only have a week left here...so i dont give a fuck!
if you ever need to use drano...or something like that....drano brand is ok....liquid plumber sucks ass...and meijer brand is the shit. just in case you ever have a plugged drain.
in the last three days i have become obsessed with "never say never again"...a james bond movie. i love every james bond movie, but my favorites have always been "from russia with love", "octopussy", and i'm blanking on the name but the one with pussy galore...is it "goldeneye"? no....maybe. i think it has gold in the name, but it is most definitly not "the man with the golden gun". i think it is "goldeneye". i could be wrong tho.
so today is technically friday...and i move out of this apartment next saturday. i really need to do laundry, but i want to try really hard not to. if i don't, i will have gone the whole summer without doing laundry home. that is amazing i think. i strategically planned the trips home to always get my laundry done there. i think i'll definitly have to go comando most of next week...but i do half the time anyways so thats no biggie. the biggest issue is that i'm out of work out clothes. i do not wear work out clothes more than once. so the decision will come down to being healthy or being lazy and not doing laundry. i have this feeling i'm going to compromise and just workout naked in my apt. the only problem with that is there is only so much cardio you can get in my apt. its a studio so its teeny as hell.
so i think i've pretty much exhausted everything i feel like writing right now...and i really want 100% on my quiz tomorrow, so i will depart. i wouldn't be surprised if its another 3 months till i write again. | 
