to my readers:

since everyone already knows anyway, i suppose i should now direct my readers to my new xanga site: babygirlbanister.

very few people i know will ever be affected by this, but just so that everyone knows: up until just recently, i refused to delete any comments (except those that read "random props") or to block anyone. as of the time of creation of babygirlbanister's xanga, i am enacting a very-low-tolerance policy on my xanga. if you leave obnoxious comments, i will delete them. and then i will probably block you. (this policy will not apply to merricontrari...if you want to say mean things, say them here, because otherwise i am the only one who reads them. and we all know that the purpose of insulting someone is so that other people can see how superior you are to the other person.)
i maintain my xanga site solely for my own amusement and entertainment. also so that i have a place to vent or write my thoughts about the day, or whatever else. essentially speaking, my xanga is meant for me and me alone. by allowing you to read my xanga, i am allowing you to enter very far into my "personal space." so PLEASE respect that.
if you dont like me, dont read my xanga. and if you dont like what i have to say, dont leave me a comment.
once again, i want all of you to know that only one or two people will ever be affected by this new policy.

i am fairly sure that someone will give me some flak about this. as a matter of fact, i expect to receive this attack within 24 hours. i dont care.

i feel that i have a right to keep my personal space as clean and stress free as i can. (i have enough dirt and stress in the rest of my life...i dont need it here.)

please try to understand and respect this. thank you.

ever since facebook hit the scene, xanga has been abandoned. what's next? livejournal? myspace?

...real lives???

i'm getting tired of xanga

isnt it funny that, just when you reach the breaking point (where i was last night when i made that post), things start to get better

God may be acting like a crackhead

...He may have kicked me in the head a few times...

but He still knows what He is doing

it's over!

i'm through with everything and everyone

if i wasnt compelled to attend class and do homework, i would go into a month-long seclusion, because i am sick and tired of human beings, and this insane world that we have fashioned for ourselves.

i dont want to see you i dont want to talk to you i dont want to hear you i dont even want to think about you

i see no reason to continue to be part of this world

it sickens me

this post had absolutely nothing to do with jonathan

i think i feel a rant coming on...

be prepared...i shall return