As the christmas holidays are screeching to an end, i'm trying to take a step back and re-evaluate the last month af my life. it can be described in one word: WORK. haha. that's right. not love. not friends. not family. not life. for all that matters, i had no life. haha. well, this x-mas break has been a learning experience. working over 60 hours a week and then going home in an attempt to spend time with my family and significant others, really has been a challange. I'm going to slow down and start enjoying the last week or so of  my break because i'm just plain tired.

on another note, my girls, ly and thom, are coming back to houston. may the partying begin.

Still awaiting for an answer to the Conoco Philips internship. I need to find an alternative to my waitressing job because my mommy stays up late to ensure my safe return home, and at the wee hours that i stay at work, its a big burden for her. My mom is so good to me. I do undersatand her unconditional love for me and i hate to see her wait up becasue she has to go to work the next day. Although i am glad to see her warm nurturing face as i step foot upon my home, it tears me up onside to know that she is restlessly worried about my safety. I can't be doing this to her. i just wished that she would trust me when I say that i will be safe. I can't blame her though. One day when I have Kids of my very own, i will feel the pain and the worry that i am placing her through. So i have made my decision. I am quiting my jobs. Once I go back to school, if  don't get the internship, I will take the other job offer from GEMI, Global Energy Management institute. That will just have to do.

OoOoo. saw alot of old faces at Magnolia for the New Year. can't say I had the best time, but it was satisfactory. sucked though becasue we did our countdown in Donna's car whiile looking for parking in downtown. poopers!

I have been dating someone lately. I am dissapointed. you know who you are. you are wrong. drove all the way to see you and what happened? haha.....watever.

talked to an old friend yesterday. Hope that you are doing good. your phone sucks not mine. and oh yeah, my jokes....OOOmmmpphhhhh   all the way. lol

my New Year's Resolution:

make a 4.0

make GIS a more stable and flourishing organization

get back to my workout regime

make more memories with my family and friends that will last a lifetime

get an internship

study for my LSAT

take life a little slower.

spend more time with my family.

sorry for the long entry. alot has been happening nad i don't want to leave anything out. laters.....Marylyn