so i read thru all of my friends aand most of them were all about live today. mostly all said no day but today.. i think they are right and it was funny that there were so many post about it. we all worry about making the present how the past was but you know what.its never gonna be like that. sure its nice to remember but thats all it is a rememberence... god or bad.. they are great... i constantly hear people saying "this time last year..." . im happy now .. happier then i have been ... i love my friends and my family so much.. sarah keith . wow that lady deserves so much ! she is a good friend. i cant go one day without talking to her. she happy right now ! and that makes me so happy! I want you guys to know .. every single one of you that i am so thankful for your friendships.i really am! for all of you .. i mean what would i do without emma and mo! and without trey.. even if we jsut communicate thru xanga..(Losers) and without shane making me laugh jsut when i need it.. and sarah for comign up with wise things..and then theres the tweeker who just knows things cause hes full of knowledge. emma to make me laugh and yet tell me the truth even if it hurts ! for my heather ! for jsut being her molly for beign so far from me and jessica who is jsut knows me. Ashley! wow that girl.. shes a good friend.. she listens. and then theres my boyfriend Kris who is amazing! he is so good to me ! makes me happy . we jsut make sense together. greatest!

thanks guys! what would i be without you? were would i be? love you! so much!

kris is out of town right now. and i like missing him.. thats how its supposed to be . thhis weekend im so excited for my friend who are back.. my ladies! and  spending time with my family!

EVERYONE HAVE A GOOD THANKSGIVING!!! A GOOD GAINING OF weight!

PS. can you put a whole cheeseburger in your mouth and then add two french fries and eat it without spitting out a drop and without a drink? mm...

love rasheezy

its pretty great ya know? LIFE. i mean sure it gets crappy once in a while.. but its always ok. and well even if it may not be ok later its awsome NOW. so NO DAY BUt  TOday!

halloween is this weekend . im pretty excited. yu get to dress up. i mean... and get scared wich a great feeling cuase i dunno its that feelign in your stomach when you feel like your almost gonna puke but your not.. awsome.

i dunno what im gonna be yet.. i have like 4 days to think about it.. help?! uhh...

ive been hanging out with mr KRis. and we went to urinetown. and to dinner then we went on a lovely little walk to one of my favorist places.. exploration place park. its amazing, great thinking place! i saw emma in urinetown and mo and they were amaizng! i miss them a lot like a lot.

i also gotta say that my friend Tweek hes cool! and hes crazy.. this weekend he was on crack.. not really.. but.. he .. never mind... if you dont knwo him you should. hes great!

yesterday sarah and i were watching videos .. like old musicals..and eatign cookies and it was funny yet touching yet .. i dunno.. its was interesting to see how much we have grown in two years or three at that.. man its  been a change.. changes .. change.. i hate that word but i love it all at the same time.

welp thats it.. so holla at me with some loving

love rasheezy