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i closed mi eyes. i dun feel i deserve such a look of kindess. Sitting on mi bed i feel horribly unworthy and strangely isolated, as though i am being punished for loving him.... the happiness that had filled meh onli a short time had gone untill we name the day,... and i feel empty for now...

Still with mi eyes shut, i considered how the affair was generally acknowledged to be a roller-coaster ride of out-of-control emotions. i had never put miself thru' the he-loves-moi-he-loves-meh-not-game. Nor, until recently had i spent hours waiting for the phone to ring, wasted time wondering where he was, and what he was doing. Grounded in mi own sense of who i am, and the fulfilling life i lead.i have been perfectly content wif everything. i had told that i will not be a demanding and possessive lover. i had never harboured the hope that things would turn out upside down.

last nite was the last ph call that i've made. we had agreed to give a break to each other where we cud focus ourselves.....to be oneselves again....

we dun know how long the break is gonna be.. i am waiting.... and waiting ....and waiting,.... for ur call again.........