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Thursday, December 22, 2005

i love you mom. rest in peace. ill see u in heaven...if i ever make it there.


Thursday, December 15, 2005

Currently Reading
Journals
By Kurt Cobain
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Things I like

I like the following:  the rise of entertainers careers while theill struggle to make it.  I like to know everything about them, and if enough information isn't available, then tabloids will be sufficient.  I like punk rock.  I like girls with weird eyes.  I like drugs.  I like passion.  I like things that are built well.  I like innoncence.  I like and am grateful for the blue collar worker, whose existence allows artists to not have to work at menial jobs.  I like killing gluttony.  I like playing my cards wrong.  I like various styles of music.  I like making fun of musicians whom I feel plagerise or offend music as art by pushing their embarrasingly, pathetic versions of their work onto the public.  I like to write poetry.  I like to ignore others poetry.  I like vinyl.  I like nature and animals.  I like to swim.  I like to be with my friends.  I like to be by myself.  I like to feel guilty for being a white, American male.  I love to sleep.  I like to fill my mouth with seeds and spit them out at random as I walk.  I like to taunt small barking dogs in parked cars.  I like to make people feel happy and superior in their reaction towards my appearance.  I like to feel predjudice towards people who are prejudice.  I like to make incisions into the belly of infants then fuck the incisions until the child dies.  I like to dream that someday we will have a sense of generational solidarity amongst the youth of the world.  I like to make insidious efforts to avoid conflict.  I like to have strong opinions with nothing to back them up with besides my primary sincerity.

I like sincerity.  These are not opinions, these are not words of wisdom, this is a disclaimer, a disclaimer for my lack of education, for my loss of inspiration, for my unnerving quest for affection and my perfunctory shamefullness towards many who are of my relative age.  Its not even a poem.  Its just a big pile of shit like me.

I like to complain and do nothing to make things better.  I like to blame my parents' generation for coming so close to social change then giving up after a few successfull efforts by the media and governement to deface the movement by using the Mansons and other hippie representatives as propaganda examples on how they were nothing but unpatriotic, communist, satanic, unhuman diseases..and in turn the baby boomers become the ultimate conforming, yuppie, hypocrites a generation has ever produced.

I like to calmly and rationally discuss my views in a conformist manor even though I consider myself to the extreme left.  I like to infiltrate the mechanics of a system by posing as one of them, then slowly start the rot from the inside of the empire.  I like to assasinate the lesser and greater of two evils.  I like to impeach God.  I like to abort Christ.  I like to fuck sheep.  I like the comfort in knowing that women are generally superior, and naturally less violent than men.  I like the comfort in knowing that women are the only future in rock and roll.  I like the comfort in knowing that the Afro American invented Rock and Roll, yet has only been rewarded or awarded for their accomplishments when conforming to the white man's standards.  I like the comfort in knowing that the Afro American has once again been the only race that has brought a new form of original music to this decade(hip-hop/rap).

-Kurt Cobain


Saturday, December 03, 2005

Currently Listening
Too Bad You're Beautiful
By From Autumn to Ashes
Take Her to the Music Store
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"You break my heart into a thousand pieces and you say its because I deserve better?"

not heart broken..but just thought it was an interesting quote....guess im never using that excuse again.


Thursday, December 01, 2005

Currently Gaming
Mike Tyson's Punch-Out!!
By Nintendo
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Captain's Log 00195

dont eat bars and drink lots within an hours time right befre going to sleep for school.  i had the most fucked up dream ever.  im fuct up in my dream...like hella thrwd..barred out..drunk as fuck..high..and very confused...very very confused.  first i break my bubbler that gump gave to me..then im downtown in houston..got into a drunken argument and fight with 5 other randomn guys ( i whooped their sorry little asses ).  and then im at home with a shit load of random people chillin..and suddenly explode and tell every0ne to get the fuck out....while all of this was happenin..i could never remember why or how i got there..like i was barred out to the eXtreme.....and it felt so real...one of the weirdest dreams i ever had..only after the one i had when i was inside a whale's belly..but thats another story. 


Monday, November 28, 2005

Currently Listening
War All the Time
By Thursday
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ahhh xanga..its been a long time.  not that n e thing has really changed.  im still damn good looking and not to mention a super gangStar.  ok. nm. cancel the gangstar part.  i dont deserve the term...i went to the All American Rejects show wit Grimace and uh....sorry. but i forget their names...coincidently. liem and khanh were thur too.  i dont listen to AAR so i didnt know n e of their songs...but riding the crowd was hella fun..till some bitches decided they didnt wanna help carry me..and dropped me rite on my ass..fuckers. that shit still hurts.  on another note...this random guy sits down next to me and grimace so i look over..and what do i see?  he's obviously rolling his ass off...i didnt know people rolled at rock shows...but then again. i didnt think those people would have dropped me on my ass.   lets see..wat else is new? absolutly nothing...oh no wait..i saw spitz and corky over thanksgiving..that was cool.  ok now its nothing.  good bye.



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