| They telling me and saying,
Oh you two would make a cute couple.
-- Fareal, Yall would be a cute couple.
Why ain't you talking to him?
-- You know what i mean, talking talking to him?
Wasssp with you and ___ ?
How come yall don't go out?
But in reality, it fucking hurts like hell, 'cos I'm living a life tryna hold my emotions back, tryna let that shit go and doing my best to ignore it.. But that shit just won't work. 'Cos deep down, I've never felt happier than that Monday when i was held, kissed, and talked to by you and only you. But this shit just won't function. 'Cos he just don't got those kinna feeelings. &It's killing me internally. |
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| For the first time, in the longest time, i felt absolutely happy.
Carefree, with no worries.
Smiles that my mind and heart could come to common grounds
and agree that they were real.
&Now, it's as if everything that i felt, has been tooken away from me.
And all I can think of is,
"Why?" Why'd I set myself up for failure?
Is this really worth that much? Why'd I let myself do that shit?..
Bottom line is, I trusted you.
'Cos you told me you wouldn't hurt me, and now. I'm hurt.
'Cos you believe you did something you shouldn't have.
It hurts, 'Cos I feel as if you just stabbed me right in the back
right through my heart..
&It coming from you of all people.. Hurts even more...
All i want is to forget everything.
I just want to be as happy as i was when in your precense.
I want you to take me by my hand and tell me you were just joking,
you would not hurt me, and that everything is going to be just fine.
Like no other, you got me smilin' dummy ass hard
and crying my heart out.
You don't even know how you got me feeling.. |
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