| since ted made one, i shall too! ( even though his is by no means as long as mine.)
there is no right or easy way to start this out...but...yesterday, wasn't really closure i don't think, but i admit, it's the saddest and happiest i've been in a really long time. it made it a little more difficult to let go, but i'm moving on because life goes on and one can't just sit around and wait for something that may be even more disappointing. don't get me wrong, i would so wait if i were certain that everything would fall into place, but no one and nothing can guarantee me that. don't get me wrong, i'm not pointing fingers, because we were and are both at fault, but hopefully we will grow from them. we're on good terms. right, ted? so, i pray that God will guide us in making decisions that will be best for the both of us. you guys too! pray for us! pleaseeee?!
good gracious. i'm trying to hold onto summer with my dear life. it can't end. i might just die if it does. anyways... i love my gals! you guys are the bomb diggity!  one more thing, christian is having another surgery on tuesday. we ate soooo much today because in a few days, he will have to suffer a long time without solid foods and i will be spending my days in the hospital by my brother, using plastic tubes to suck blood from his mouth/throat so he doesn't choke.  please pray for him. bahhh.
myspace is down. what a bummer....please don't kill me xanga addicts. by the way...do xanga addicts still exist?!?!?
turtles are awesome!!!!!        |
the dressing up, going out, the laughter, the picture whoring, the money spending...well not that part, but the fine dining, the non-stop partying, and the time we spent together was f-ing great. i love my girls. <3
areej, jack, and i took a roadtrip to austin to check out the campus and enjoy our summer before it ends!!!! so many "things" happened and it was really fun. all of us came back with something from austin but we're all soooo wiped out. too bad we couldn't stay there overnight. goodness. we had to have burned more calories than we took in because we walked a whole lot and we were toasting under the hot sun. why'd it have to be so hot? sweatstaches!!!!! i love you guys.
where to next week? 
