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Sunday, March 21, 2004

HIHI! spring break was really fun. First stop NY went around NYC. 5th ave, Times sq, central park, flushing (sp?) etc etc..then went to Conneticut to visit another friend did see much of the place but just did alot of hanging out with friend at her place. A very wonderful thing happened that night tho, a group of us was gathered together and Carolina got baptised by the HS. Then i went to NY and hung out with Brian and Roger!! it was fun..They came over to Boston for two days. Monday i took them to union oyster house, quincy, and north end's little italy(i finally found out the proper part of north end to visit, last time i was there with Cyn and Julz i was bumming around..i was there but didnt know excatly where it is..now i know excatly where it begins and ends) and tuesday went to financial district and leechmere. During the evenning we had dinner at Uno's...and school is busy busy!

So my spring break is quite neat (wow i havent used that word for a while)

Was looking at my friend's xangas.....and wow...i look here and wondered....all CIS peps went to the UK and they hang out all the time....at the same time ....i was set apart for a reason....and i know that reason..*grin*

I am goign through some trials....but God is faithful...i am growing strong!!! :) anyways looking forward for Campus Harvest!!!! its going to be the Bomb!!!! HEehEE

Today today....today i went to church, got home, nap, work, teammeeting, blog...and i dunno if i shuold sleep, or stay up late....lol!!!!!!! :P Pastor Steve and Andy is Strong!! learned alot....really excited.....

BLESSYOU ALL!!


Sunday, March 07, 2004

Hey all BU finally has spring break and this time i am with Mustard Seed to go to NY and Conneticut. Anyways things are going well!! Had a really good pastor to preach in Boston the last 2 weeks. Pastor Chuck and Pastor Donnel which was totally awsome.

Totally weird...was sitting in to one of MS's reharsal.....such an amazing mixture of emotions. Last weds i just visited them to see how they are doing with their songs and listen to them...just kinda an overhelming sadness came over me...because i miss being part of the group...and its like when i am hanging out with them they may start doing some of their own stuff....singing some of their new songs...and in a way i left kinda "left out". Not saying that i should be...but its just a matter of fact that i have spend 3 semesters with this group and i just left them for 2 months and a little bit....so its kinda difficult.....i dont want to get choked up in their concert. I think its kinda like a feeling of being "left out" but in a way i left the group..but yet there are so many friendship bonds made....

Anyways the lord is doing great things, this week i will be able to see my friends from hk and hanging out with them is quite cool. Cant wait to spend time with them....

 

 


Wednesday, February 25, 2004

I have no clue who reads my junk anymore. Oh well, its definatly been a while since i have updated. Alot of things has happened once again from the last update..but i think i have finally the motavation to do xanga again after losing desire to do it for a bit.

Anyway all is well, school is going well. got results from 2 out of 3 of my midterms...did very well for one of them and the other i wanted to do better but was thankful for the grade i got. Team project or whatever...i have finally decided what i am goign to major is its one of these 2. If i dont get into smg its goign to be Chemistry major and business minor is i get into smg its goign to be Bussiness Major and Chem minor :)

Me and Matt is going to room next semister! its going to be exciting, was goign to move out unless i get into Student Village, but Matt has a really nice on campus apt and it has a kitchen and everything so that means i dont have to move out during holidays!! but i will be having a roommate, and i am looking forward to have a roommate for the first time of my life.

Watched the passion of the Christ tonight...it is by far the most moving movie i have seen in my life...got wet eyes during the movie and mind you i dont cry much. It is an amazing movie..ppl sat there crying through out the movie..its a powerful movie and this is why, You are watching a man laying his life down for his friends, and his passion for the world (passion mind you, means suffering) I think this movie motives those who are Christian to love each other in a deeper way, and to understand in a deeper way what Christ went through for us. For non christians, go watch this movie, know 2000 yrs ago this happened, get on your knees and believe this in your heart, confess Jesus is your savior and lord and give me a call when do that :)

Fav Scene include Peter's denial because it relates to me, that even before i replace God in my life with something else he knew it and forgave me. Fav scene also include parts of the last supper, where Jesus is laying it down on his disciples in very simple terms- He is the way, the truth, and life that we go to the father through him and he has done this by sheding his blood for us.

Wei, ng ho sing yut geen nor gor zhen meen jor jor ho mo? 


Wednesday, August 06, 2003

wow its been a while hasnt it? I havent updated this page for a long long time. i think one of the biggest reason for it is because this summer has been rather interesting for me. Alot of things has happpened in many different aspects of my life. Returning to hong kong has been a fantastic thing. Now that i have been back for a little over a month, its almost time for me to head back to Boston again.

At first when i came back to hongkong the first thing that i feel is the feeling of familiarity. I mean honestly, the feeling of security just suddenly came back to me. The understanding of the fact that ppl around this place knows you, you belong here, ppl here have at least been your friend for over a year. I think the fact which suprise me the most is that i have taken this feeling for granted. What i mean is that i think all the time i was in boston i have been just living without this feeling of such security with everything around you and once i hit hongkong...that feeling just came back and i realised that i havent had it for a long time. I think when i go back to boston i will just ahve to allow time to let me take some roots in my school, church, friends, and home (dorm)

Lately i have been giving alot of thought about what it takes to make friendship valuable. As in because of hanging out with a lot of high school friends and some of my friends and i managed to maintain a very good relationship, yet there are other friends whom i feel that i just couldnt care less. One thing that i have realised is that alot of ppl in this world are loney. I had a few friends actually telling me that they feel that they dont have friends in hongkong. After listenning to them...i feel kinda helpless i would like to let them know abotu God's love but they are non christians so i dunno how to start, yet after listenning to some of these pep's comments i have really started to give the issue of friendship a serious thought. I really wanna know what makes friendship valuable, what makes friendship lifelong, and most importantly what makes friendship real.

time for me to go to bible study!


Wednesday, July 09, 2003

recently experienced a rare moments in my life: when you hear others talking about something that is suppose to be pleasent or happy or good for you and everyone is like smiling when they are talking about it. But when i heard it i had to force my smile on my face because i just had a rather bad experience with this suppose to be "pleasent" thing and it felt really horrible....to fake a smile....something that i am not used to at all. Felt really weird and empty afterwards....



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