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Name: Kelsey
Birthday: 8/18/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: *Writing
*Reading
*Sleeping when I can
*Stressing out
*Listening to blaring music
Expertise: *Going into appathetic phases
*Not listening
*Not obeying
*Making a good pot of coffee
*Speaking my mind
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  midnightpirate13
Member Since:
7/1/2004
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| so far school is great...thats why i havn't posted anything in a while...i think my english class is the best...my teacher has this thing right now about us trying to see within our selves..and so far it is really hard...
some how the other day my mom and i got into this weird conversation about deja'vu...number one it was really random the way the conversation started, and how the weirdness and bizzarness of my life shoot way upward after we got out of the car and our talking ended...we talked about our own deja'vu expirences, such as strange and heart squezzing vibes from people...to going somewhere, where there seems to be a horrible dark black feeling hovorring in a certain area....or for me, its more just that i some how end up going to places i have never been before and knowing where i am going, and knowing i had dreamed about the place years before...sometimes even before the place was built...i dont know if this could be counted as deja'vu but i have a long hallway in my home, and for some reason, day or night i am always sure there are things watching me from the doorways i pass by...
i know it is a sin to believe in the magics, and to let them into your life...but this is very different...what if god created magic, and said that it is bad and a sin to practice, because it is only for him to dabble in and its not meant for human beings...personal i think i believe in faries and elfs and charms, and sorts of things of the sotf to put adventure in my life...because to be honest, my life is very very boring...i wish there were more to it...
if anyone has a comment on any of my thoughts please contact me...i really wan to know what you think...please i want feedback, i would also like to know some info you could give me on deja'vu...please tell me youe own situation if you could thanks... | | |
| hey everyone...hope you have had a good week so far...i know i have...holiday slept over at my place sunday night, and left at around 1pm, a hour after we woke up...lol..we were up til about 2:30 3:30 in the morning...we had so much fun on the internetchatting with people from church...and we also talk to james for about a hour and a half...hey james if you read it, im sorry you have such a complicated life...well on a happy note, school starts opn the 2nd of September for me and Kim Iwai...i think it is so funny that we are like best buds and we are now gooding to rivel schools....here is usual conversation between us now:
Me: "Troy Rules!"
Kim: "No, Fullerton Rules!"
Me: "Troy is better...better band and people who go to Troy are more likely to go to a big college, or university."
Kim: "Fullerton is know for drama, dance, and art....we are the school of fine arts...forget Troy!"
LOL...had to do a reinactment...god i love kim she is so funny and random sometimes...its kind of funny i say to people that i dont want to start school, but i really want to see people again!...i miss so many of my asian, mexican, and totally weird and crazy friends! I go in for registration on thursday with amanda...i miss her so much...usually we see each other once a day, but because of camp and her being with her day last week we have not seen each other in forever...i talked to her yesterday and she was so tired, it was funny...i am so happy and sad for her at the same time...her dad and stepmom, with there three kids will be moving up to washington state soon, and its final....luckly, amanda is staying down here with her mom, and will visit her dad every other holiday vacation...she is really happy about it because it means less stress and less switching houses twice a week...and she will be seeing her evil stepbrother and half brother and sister...i am so happy for her...the only thing she has to worry about is going to court with her parents to get sa sechedual put together, because her mom and dad have joint custidity...but if they can work you out on their own they won't have to...so thats what i ahve been praying for....amanda doesn't the stress of going to court right after school begins...that would suck big...
ok...think im done typing about stuff for now...but i do have one question for whoever reads this whole thing...do i type to much stuff that no one reads it all...please answer in a comment...thanks. | | |
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STOLE THIS FROM GABE!!
Have you ever...
[x] been drunk
[] smoked pot.
[] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[] rode in a taxi.
[] been dumped.
[] shoplifted.
[x] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[] had sex.
[] had a threesome
[] snuck out of your parent's house.
[] been arrested
[] made out with a stranger.
[] stole something from your job.
[] celebrated new years in times square.
[] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[] had a crush on a teacher.
[] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[x] lost your sibling
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[] dropped x.
[] cheated on a bf/gf.
[] been cheated on. not that i know of.....
[] had a sweet sixteen.
[] had a quinceanera.
[] had a car
[x] drove.
Do you...
[x] have a bf.
[] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself
[] think your attractive.
[] have a dog
[x] have your own room.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[x] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[] listen to reggae
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] have slippers
[] wear boxers.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[] cyber.
[x] claim
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[] have a laptop.
[] have a pager.
Are you...
[] uuuuuuuugly.
[] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[] bilingual.
[x] white.
[] black.
[x] mexican.
[x] asian.
[x] short.
[] tall.
[] grounded.
[x] a virgin.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[] taken.
[] looking.
[x] not looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[x] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[x] drinking something.
[] eating something
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[] homophobic.
[x] racist damn those white people.....lol jk
Sorry Gabe and Johnny, had to add a few of my own…here they are…
Do You Like…
[x] chocolate
[x] vanilla
[x] movies
[x] chic flicks
[x] rubber ducks
[x] horror films
[x] parents
[x] Mexican food
[x] me?
[x] yourself? |  | Currently Playing
Jagged Little Pill
By Alanis Morissette
I love the songs 'Hand in My Pocket' and 'Ironic'...they just speck about how i feel, and how in life sometimes you just want to "BE."
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| Hi Everyone! Do me a favor and scrach my last entry...my birthday was yesterday, and it was a great one...thank you to everyone at church, and of cource my mom and dad and brother Aaron...
I woke up at like ten in the morning, and watch a movie on the telie(television)...then opened my gift from my parents...i got this computer game that has all of these puzzles you can solve on it, really fun so far, and a black woven poncho...i love it!
I was on the computer most of the day. when my dad got home we ate my birthday dinner...i love KFC! yes yes that was my birthday dinner...then i played and chated on the computer some more, then left for church, for "bible study"...again i am using that word loosey...when i got to church i talk a bit with Helen Born and she was happy to hear it was my birthday, and everyone in the kitchen insisted i eat the food that was there...that is the church line "EAT! EAT! EAT!"...but i didn't... i got to talk to Josh Ng from Malaysia, his family does missionary work there...he is such a nice guy...well when Michelle, Debbie, Stephanie, and Jeff waked into the kitchen and told me 'Happy Birthday', i was totally shocked...i could not believe that everyone new it was my birthday! Everyone at church made my day! Even when i got into the youth room everyone new! Michelle had these mini cupcakes, an was looking for a lighter to light the candle in the middle...everyone sang the song, and i laughed the whole way though it. Thanks a lot everyone...i love you all!
We went to Starbucks and hung out...even Jeff and Josh went, even though its a girls "bible study", but it was really nice having them there...When i got home i cut my cake and watch the olympics with my parents till midnight then they went to bed a i stayed up a watched a movie on my computer and played some more games...i went to bed around three in the morning and now i am sitting at the computer all over again...again thank you to everyone a saw and talked to on my birthday! | | |
| wow i still cant believe im back from church camp...it feels kind of strange to be home, but even stranger to have a soft bed with sheets instead of a hard mat and a sleeping bag....it is also weird to think that my birthday is tomorrow...the thoughts i have of my birthday were so different when i was six to eleven years old, then they are now...last year when i turned thirteenmy dad went out of town on a business trip, and during that time last year i never ever new where my brother was, so it was just me and my mom sitting around eating cheese cake...but it more or less felt like any other day, minus the cheese cake because we never have one in the house...i think i am going to end up having that same really empty feeling this year too...sure things will be a bit different then last year like my dad will be home and i might get a slit glimpes of my brother Aaron poping into the house for a clean set of clothes to wear, and i might end up at church for "bible study"...using the term loosly, because we dont study the bible...but all in all it will be a very boring day....
what happened to your birthday being a happy day, where everything goes right, and the only thing you think about during the day is what presents you are going to get?
no...now on my birthday, it feels like an ancor being draged and scraped across the ocean floor...now on my bithday i feel like i put all my energies into keeping myself sane and civilized to others...now on my birthday it feels like just another day i have to get through...
why cant my birthdays be happy like those years past not long ago? | | |
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The Freedom Writings
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I well...not much to say 'cept that my days are always dark, I always feel sleep deprived, I am in desprite need of coffee always. SO SAY OUT OF MY WHEN I HEAD FOR THE COFFEE POT!!!
* And on a friendlier note...
I give a dame!
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