When I come to the end of the road, and the sun has set for me, I want no rites in a gloom filled room, why cry for a soul set free? Miss me a little, but not for long and not with your head bowed low, remember the love that we once shared, miss me--but let me go. For this is a journey that we all must take and each must go alone. It's all a part of the master's plan. A step on the road to home. When you are lonely and sick of heart, go to the friends we know and bury your sorrows in doing good deeds. Miss me--but let me go.

God bless John and Concetta Crisafi, my loving grandparents.  May they watch over all of us with the same loving comfort they provided in their lives.  I love you Grandmom and Grandpop.. heaven is a better place with both of you in it... Rest in Peace

*If you don't know about any of this shit going on... this entry most likely won't make sense to you.. so if you don't want to waste your time reading a whole bunch of nothing.. you might want to reconsider reading this*

Alright.. soo bottom line is that.. this shit is mad shady... I love to see people go out of their way just to try and make me miserable.. awesome.. well you know what.. its not working.. whoever started that whole online blog pretending to be me.. just stop trying... you aren't fooling anyone by doing this.. Ian knows that the whole thing is a bunch of bullshit.. and everyone else knows too... but if you seriously think that you are gonna get ppl to turn against me with this whole ordeal.. then think again.. first off... I don't talk like that.. at all.. I would never make myself sound that conceded.. second.. if I did have a "sneaky" plan.. why in gods name would I post it online for the whole world to fucking see... you people think you have me all figured out.. what are you getting out of doing this? like seriously.. is your life that boring and pathetic that you have to go around pretending to be somebody else... I mean... my life isn't very interesting.. but if you want to do research on it.. be my guest.. here.. ill even help you out... my name is Chelsea.. I'm 16 years old.. I go to freedom highschool... I'm in 11th grade.. I have a few close friends.. not a lot.. but enough to keep me happy.. in my spare time... I typically like to hangout with those friends.. ya know go out to eat.. bowling.. catch a movie every now an then... lets see.. I guess I'm an ok student.. I do my work most of the time.. get pretty average grades... umm.. what else would you like to know about me... I have a boyfriend.. as you know.. his name is Ian.. and he's sexy.. well I guess that's a pretty good start for your research don't ya think?

Now.... lets get some things straight... me and nick broke up about a year and a half ago if not longer.. do you really think that I would be obsessing over him after a year and a half of being away from him.. I mean yeah I really cared for the guy.. but come on.. I'm no fuckin stalker.. I've obviously moved on... I mean I'm not gonna say that I completely forgot about the kid.. but I can say that he is in NO way part of my life anymore.. I don't remember the last time I even saw him.. and yeah.. I sent him an email at the end of the summer.. WHOA! its the end of the world, I know.. what the fuck was I thinking?!??!?! I sent him an email asking how his summer was... I know... that makes me a slut in every way possible.. go ahead.. call me a slut cuz I asked someone how there summer was.. cuz everyone knows that asking someone how there summer was automatically means " I wanna fuck you" Whoever fucking wrote all of that shit defiantly has some serious issues.. I mean.. who are you trying to kid.. you make it seem like Nick is this amazing guy.. well he's not that great.. not to be mean or anything but seriously.. what does he have going for him? There's not really anything that I could honestly say that I miss about him except maybe his card tricks. those were pretty cool.. I'm not trying to talk shit on him or anything.. but seriously.. quit making him seem like he's a fucking god.

 Sooo now that that's all cleared up.. was it really necessary to bring Brent in to this whole picture... like seriously.. no that was just gay.. and for the record.. since everyone thinks all I like to do is have sex.. I would like you to know that I haven't had sex in over 9 months.. so yeah.. keep callin me a slut just because it makes you feel cool..

So to end this long ridiculous entry I just want to say to whoever started that whole GIRLS ONLY blog shit.. I'M NOT FUCKING TRYING TO GET HIM BACK! If I never saw or spoke to him again.. I would not be disappointed.. I am completely 100 percent happy with my life the way it is right now.. Ian is amazing.. he is all I want.. and if you have a fucking problem with it.. bring it to my fucking face... no more of this online shit.. stop being a pussy and let me know.. but if you have to keep talkin shit to keep yourself satisfied.. just know that you're wasting your time.. no one believes this shit..

dumb bitch.