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Original: 5/4/2007 12:58 AM
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Friday, May 04, 2007

 There are some things I just can't condone. Manipulation through jealousy is one of them. Messing with people's heads is okay, every now and then. Setting somebody up for a surprise, teasing 'em, that's cool in my book. But using their friends to get something out of them that you want, especially something like a relationship...   it just doesn't sit right with me. Friends are too sacred to be tainted like that. Granted, this isn't just a hypothetical thing...  I found out a former friend of mine does this shit intentionally. How should I deal with this? I get so worked up over this stuff, are my emotions just telling me I just shouldn't associate myself with this kind of person? Or do I actually have some ground from which I can say "I really can't talk with you if you continue to do this crap intentionally?" I know I don't want to deal with this crap anymore, but I also know I used to do this crap and sometimes still fall back in the habit, and I'm wondering if everybody does it sometime? If so, do they do it intentionally...?

On a similar note, I'm starting to take the stance that the best sign of strength is someone who can ask for what they want straight out, completely unashamed. There's something to be said for the guy who can look you in the eye and say "this is what I want and how I want it." I want to be more like that, and I want other people to be like that as well. It'd just make everything so much easier... no more mind games, yknow? But then, maybe that's too blunt...  I dunno, I think I can handle the bitter truth, but then when my professor basically calls me a crass, arrogant bastard, well, something makes me rethink the stance a bit. Perhaps it's better knowing the truth though? I dunno, maybe he can tell me when I let him know what a fucking horrible teacher he has been all semester. It's the only class I've ever felt safe skipping, because I knew I wasn't going to learn anything in lecture anyways.

I've felt like I've been cutting alot of ties lately. Purposely, that is. I mean, I've definitely been falling out of touch with some people, but it's been hectic lately and I'll fix that. I mean literally saying I simply don't want to associate myself with this person ever again, that's what I feel guilty about. Sometimes it's because I can't take the fact that they're condemning me to Hell. That just doesn't really sit well anymore. Other times they just make me furious because they intentionally do things to piss off, degrade, or harm another. And then they come gloat to me about it? Or don't apologize for it? I feel arrogant as hell when I mentally or verbally declare that these people can go fuck themselves, but what else do I say? Should I passively condone it? Taking a backseat keeps me happy in that I haven't burned another bridge, but disturbs me in that I feel like I'm allowing it. And for some reason, people don't seem to listen to me when I say that their behavior is really pissing me off. Or they don't care.

Good thing there's awesome friends. Yknow, like the tripod or the band mates (both new and old) or the frat brothers. Maybe I have ridiculously high standards for what a friend should be... if so, it's because of you guys...

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I can't take credit for the reader review, it was just one that I pasted in from amazon.

"The idea of a God comes about as man as a society contemplates his own limited time on earth."
Well, moreso that our spiritual tendencies did. I believe that the concept of God is a result of that, but only later on after people already believed in an afterlife. It was then that, through internalization of your parents (and other external objects), that people started believing that their long dead ancestors could speak to and watch over them.

Nietzsche's take on it was that the primal tribe felt that their achievements and prosperities were the result of the achievements and sacrifices of their dead ancestors. Now believed to be in the "spirit world" they felt a debt to repay them with sacrifices of their own. Of course this leads to a snowball effect with regard to the lore of a people. Ancestry tales involve greater feats and strengths being attributed to their ancestors, and since they had already developed a tendency for the spiritual/supernatural interpretation of things, those feats started sounded fantastically god-like. The advent of the Christian god, which is believed to be anywhere, omni-wise, and literally powerful enough to do anything is the advent of the latest phase of the "primal ancestor".

You may also know well that this creditor/debtor relationship between gods and mortals still permeates today; within Christianity it is the "sin debt"

"We now deal with religions already set in stone, with numerous stories to aid the explanation/justification process. With these stories comes extra material. How does this God view humanity, what does He want for us, etc. I would say that youth today are more interested in the extra material then they are the idea of heaven (i.e. God loves me, God has a plan for my life, etc.) I know I was (back when I believed in some form of theism)."

That's hard to tell, simply based on personal experience - religion may appeal to a person for a variety of different reasons. Religion certainly has a developed foot hold, it channels the spiritual tendency into a well-dug rut.

"Though I wonder how religions like Buddhism, or philosophies like Epicureanism, which preach strict agnosticism about Divine things, could have developed if religion started as a psychological evolution."

Very interesting that you bring that up. The author argues that spirituality in humans evolved, so it must have conferred an advantage at one time like any trait that is inherited. Just as with any trait, it can be traced with a bell-curve. On one extreme you have your religious zealots and fanatics, the young boys who give heart-warming speeches for their church at the age of 12, and so on. Further up the bend are those who make their religion a pretty serious part of their life, but they aren't by any means fanatics - they just go to church pretty regularly and believe in god. Then you have your easter/christmass crowd, who say they believe in god and go to church every now and then because it makes them feel more secure about their place in heaven, or maybe it just makes them feel like a good person. As you approach the other end of the bell curve you have your agnostics, and then finally your atheist pit bulls.

People like you and I have simply learned to live accepting of the fact that we are going to die and there is nothing that's going to stop it. I grew up in a church until I was 18, with very religious parents, but now there's not a metaphysical bone in my body.

"Though I wonder how religions like Buddhism, or philosophies like Epicureanism, which preach strict agnosticism about Divine things"

Buddhists also don't believe that death is death, either, and so a coping mechanism is still in place.
Posted 5/12/2007 6:38 PM by Yohsiph - reply


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