| | i've been ignoring xanga for too long and i'm disgusting because of it.
ever since i started dating noah a year ago i stopped caring about my weight.
for a while i was eating normal and somehow managing a consistent weight.
i used to say "as long as my jeans fit, i dk what i eat"
well the jeans don't fit anymore.
i've gained back about 15 lbs.
my stomach is huge.
i have love handles hanging over the back of my jeans.
my arms are flabby.
you can even tell by my face.
gross.
i'm so disappointed i let myself slip away.
i've lost sight of what's important to me and have become content with who i am.
this is not who i want to be.
i want to be thin.
i want to fit in.
i will no longer let myself binge without purging.
i will no longer let myself go unpunished for binging.
i will fast.
i will starve.
i will be thin.
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| | Posted 5/17/2008 3:26 PM - 1 view - 0 comments
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