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Maybe we're friends not because of all we've shared or all know about each other. Maybe what makes us friends is despite all that, we are still friends-Kelli Urabe

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean learning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of adult, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye.

"Far Away"

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Have a nice day

karly

it's called a facade....

*~*The Hidden Girl*~*

Across the room they seem to see
A smiling girl who looks like me.
With two huge dimples on each cheek
She laughs and talks, and always speaks.
She's the girl they think would have it all.
But inside her is where tears fall.
Inside her mask is where I dwell
This broken girl she hides so well.
I try to wipe her tears away
But they fall more each coming day
She tries to laugh when her heart breaks
But hurts with every smile she fakes.
And inside her is where I dwell
The hidden girl she hides so well.
The girl that no one ever sees,
Behind a mask that looks like me.

~*~*~*~*revise *~*~*~*~

Why are there no poems that are more upbeat?
That talk about happiness and the sufferings we defeat?
There are brighter things in life that make us who we are
More than depression, darkness, death, and scars
Yes, there is darkness
Yes, there is death
But there are other things that most of you are blind to I bet
There are people laughing, blue skies, and fresh air
If you took a closer look, you will find out that they really are there
So why not make poems about beauty to remind the sad ones about it?
.......................stop leaving the doors closed,
Open a few more
Then you may see the good things that are actually in store
Life may be bad sometimes, but how do we know that death isn't worse?
We've never been through it, it could probably be a permanent curse
So think of this,.........
You'll know that I'm right if you've ever really felt it inside
Remember you are awake and alive
You aren't dodging bullets or walking through a field of land mines
Everyday is an opportunity for a brand new start
To find out where to begin, look inside your wonderful heart
Keep this in mind: there are good things in life and people who care
If you take a closer look, you may find out that these things really are there.

A wise man once told me......

its smart to realize that all good things

must come to an end...

but its even smarter to realize that

all good things must have a beginning

and so i have only one thing to say......

Let's doooo this!!!

Wish us luck!

<--o dude...i just noticed something..my birthday is like in...*ticks finger*....1...2..................................3 days!!! Novemeber 2!!but ya...Sweet 16 man! yay!!! but ya...it'd be nice if you could say happy birthday

*in Janice voice*  but ya....oh...my....gaaaaaaaaaaaaawd. my dad just erased my whole entry.....frick......o well..anywayz!!! how's it going peoples? haha ready for Halloween? ahh Halloween...the time of watching scary movies...getting your teeth rotten to the core...and trick or treating yesssssssssss its alllllllllll G Ooo but ya...who's going tick or treating? trick or treat? smell my feet? give me something good to eat? if you don't i don't care! i'll pull down your underwear!!!! but ya...OOoOOo speaking of that....Halloween party was fricking awesome on Saturday!!! haha here's some pics from the partaaaayy

Donkey!!!

*mission impossible theme* gone Pirate...to...007 agent.......dun dun dun........loved the sotume Christine!

the awesome witches of the....awesomeness!!!

Pirate Jason!!! dude! doesn't he look like a pirate? i think its the mustache......and the boob arms....i'm going to get hit by him aren't i? frick.....

shiiiimillllleee!!!

hahaha oh man..............still wondering how the dance went when they came

hahaha here's the winner man! we all dressed up as pirate and walked around Kailua Town..Shannon was the french pirate with the ascot..Kawena was the cool pirate with the hat and i was.....uhhh....Peter Pan

hooo Pirates gone bad...haha i swear Dan, you had like the coolest mask and it looked like...ya..that you're always angry. like i said...pirates gone..angry? its late at night leave me alone, thats my excuse.

but ya...this week was a lot of fun...wellllllllll besides all of the cramming ass hw........but ya! besides that it was good i'll be seeing you guys later ciao!

karly

funny how things work out heh.....

i'm sorry,  i know you guys had enough of my complaining so i'm

just going to be quiet *zips lips and throws away the key* but ya!

how's everyone doing? haha sorry...kinda getting stuck the its

the-end-of-the-quarter-and-need-to-haul-as-much-ass-as-i-can

thing.... procrastinator unite! with our powers combined! haha

but ya..sorry about that...just ya...in the last...month or so that i

didn't update...still sorry about that! lots of things have been

going on...spirit week...homecoming....marching

band....moanalua...cramming ass to finish hw...and all that other

good stuff...haha but ya! what has been going on with your guys?

anyone new? cramming ass too? haha j/k anywayz, here's what

been going on:

Twin Tuesday!!

Marvel Monday! and yes John, i AM a super hero...and i TRIED

to look FOB-ish...i tried! its the thought that counts! nyaaahhh

regular marching band day

HOMECOMING!!!

regular marching band day again

Nick twirling his trumpet ad dropping it and turning it into a

french horn:priceless

Nick in a skirt and flicking off the camera: priceless

ok here's the story...haha Curtis, Zac, Selina,

Lawrence and me were going to go to Party City,

a halloween costume place all the way out in

Wailele...and ...thank you Mr. Curtis to your

great directional skills...we got lost like....50

times...hahahahhaha and Zac's great driving. haha

j/k but like...we were first going to take the exit

to Pearlridge...missed that one...were going to

take the exit to Costco, missed that one...take the

exit to Wainae, missed that one...and missed the

exit off the H-3..........soooooo we ended up

going to Windward Mall ahh good times...

its KareeM!!!!!!!!

fun times in art class

haha the best picture of them all! haha that was  a great night

Shannon, we soo need to do that again

but ya...hope everything is going good with you guys, not too

much homework and cramming ass...but ya...i'll be seeing you

later! until next time