it's been a good two months since i wrote in this thing.

lol, i look back and read some of the things i wrote and a lot of things have changed with me. i'm emotionally a hardass now. and yeah, we do have the same guy to thank for that. almost 2 and a half years later.

i got my friends. that i love more than anything.

mm, everythings all good for now.

spring break now.

ha, only god knows when i'll even remember i have this thing anymore, none the less write in it.

hah, i almost forgot xanga even exsisted.

i don't even know what to say in these things anymore.

life's better.

me and sean are good.

and i hate work.
i'm looking for a new job.

uhh, that's about it.

oh and tomorrows whitneys birthday. you should wish her a good one.

i got my baby back.

and it's been good..

a good year 3 days into it..

hope im not like setting myself up for disaster lol.

oooh well.

thank god 2005 is over.

so i'm workin a shit load this week. oh well, it's for the money. even though i'm not getting near enough for some of the crap we do.

oh well, saturday.. my only day off. and the last day of 2005 [thank god] in the morning i plan on goin shopping with lindsie <333 and maybe goin to get my nails redone. then.. idk, but i was promised a bunch of stuff from a certain someone so we'll see if he pulls through.

christmas just didn't feel like christmas this year. maybe cause i didn't get the one thing i really wanted. even though that does sorta qualify for being selfish, it has nothing to do with the fact that my family didn't get it. it wasn't an it. it was a who. sigh.

as for materialistic things, i got great things.

i saw fun with dick and jane last night with whit. i wasn't too pleased.

alright well, that's my update for a few days.

xangas retarded. ----> myspace.

BYEBYE