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| I am completely out of my mind. Not just slightly... COMPLETELY! All that I've been doing lately is running around like a chicken with its head cut off. I feel like I'm putting out 110% but it means nothing. I'm totally stressed out. I need sleep. I haven't gotten enough at all. I can't concentrate at school. Yesterday was a total blur & I don't remember a thing. I didn't go to school today. I had so much work to do. I have no time at all to do it. I wasn't all too sure if I was going to go to choir tonight. But I need to be around my girls. Maybe all of this stuff will get off my mind & I can chill out for once. Granted, I have no idea what this "chilling out" means. Someone's gonna have to teach me.Why can't I just go back to LH? It was so much easier there than here. Then again, I have a lot more friends at Law than at LH. A person has to have a mix of friends & school. You can't just have one or the other. I'd give anything right now to be in at least 2 more level 2 classes. That's all I ask. My parents don't want to hear that tho. I wish they would tho. Right now I'd give anything for a week off from school. A week off with no homework. A week off with no worries. A week where I can let my hair down and be anti-stressed out. It's a big wish tho. | | |
| THE ELM CITY ENSEMBLE CONCERT WAS AMAZING!!!
I just had to go on and say that before I go to bed. I love all of youu!
The concerts tomorrow will be amazing. I guarantee that! Mike R might go to my concert tomorrow. That's gonna be sorta interesting. I don't think I've ever had one of my males friends go to one of my concerts... come to think of it even though this is my 7th year in choir I've only had 3 of my friends see any of my concerts. It's not like I really care tho. My friends have fairly busy lives themselves so I totally understand that. Plus I can't really picture any of them being at a concert. When Sara went to the Spring Festival... oh wowzers. The whole time she was staring at Dan. It was so funny! She thinks he's a "sexy version of Peter Pan". God only knows how Sara would feel if she saw Krishan. She'd prolly call him a "hottie ballerino with a body". That girl... haha even thought she can be incredibly insane I love her so effing much! haha So, anyways, if Mike does end up coming he'll be the 4th. He's gonna meet all of my UGC girls if he does go. He might be busy tomorrow tho. Ehh tanto faz... there are always other concerts so it's no big deal in my opinion.
I'm gonna go to bed now... it's gonna be a very long day tomorrow! Consisting of choir & that history project for Scire. The choir part makes me happy. The history part doesn't. But the good thing is that I'll be hanging out with Ciara so it's all good. I'm probably going to end up begging my parents to take me to Coldstone after the concert. I need my Strawberry Blonde fix before my enduring project working con mi amiga. Oh & I'm getting a hair cut on Sunday... hopefully! So I'm happy about that. Okay... time for bed now. I promise!! | | |
| I'm finally done with my PSATs! I am so effin happy right now!!! Not only am I happy that those evil things are done but also I'm really happy that it was finally sunny today!
I really don't have anything else to say as of now. I just felt the need to make an entry so I did. I'm sorta sad that I didn't really go anywhere today. I wanted to go hang out with Mike R today but those plans didn't really follow through. I haven't hung out with him in a while. I really want to. Oh well, next time then. I think I'm gonna try & do all of my homework tonight so I won't have to do any tomorrow & I can just hang out with people tomorrow. Hahaha! That's funny! Me doing homework on a Saturday night? I never do that! But you never know... maybe I'll quit being a slacker & do my work now for once instead of constantly procrastinating! Well I'm going to go do some homework now. What funn!
P.S. Yes, you heard right! I actually went to bed at 10 pm last night! Aren't you all proud of me? That's the earliest I've gone to sleep all year! | | |
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You Are a Normal Girl
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You are 60% Good and 40% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.
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| Can I just say that now I have 1 Live Journal, 1 Xanga, 1 MySpace, & 1 Friendster? I think that that's crazy. Just my opinion tho.
I'm beginning to like Law a lot more now. I'm making a lot of cool friends, I'm getting used to the teachers and work load (sort of), I'm not getting as stressed out as before. I still haven't gotten enough courage to give my progress report to my parents yet. Thankfully they haven't really made a big deal about it & hopefully they won't. I can tell them that excuse that in the beginning of the year I did so horribly because I hated it there with an undying passion. Now I don't & my grades have been reflecting that.
Ciara is now my bestest buddy at school! haha I heart her! It's even better that she's a pinoy. She's the one of the coolest Sophs I know! I'm glad we got to be friends. I wouldn't survive Mr Scire without her! haha We might hang out on Halloween? But I'm not sure. Hopefully we can.
Well I am actually going to go to bed early! I know you're all shocked! It's about 11 pm & I'm going to bed now. That's got to be a record for me. Not only has it been the earliest I've gone to bed all week but I don't have school tomorrow & I'm going to bed early. Something is definitely wrong with this picture.
Well, I'm out! Chau biotches! | | |
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