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Name: Mindy
Birthday: 8/7/1989


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Sunday, July 06, 2008

You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

 

 

Gym yesterday morning with Gerrrrr, went back and bath then headed over to Jp for lunch. Bought tibits and smuggled them into the movie threate. We caught Hancock, would rate it 4/5 because of the interesting storyline. Went home after that because of Golden Musics Award '08, glad to see my lovely 大小s  It lasted for about 6 hours and half of the time, the people over there we do not recognise them lol.


Friday, July 04, 2008

If my strength doesn't get me through this, I don't know what will. The warrior within me has no more wisdom to obtain. I need something else to help me over come these barriers. Alone, alone, alone.


Sunday, June 22, 2008

很感激 这城市拥挤的交通  
让你我 还能多相处几分钟  
人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手  
一刻不放松 不放松  
忍不住 想要爱你的冲动  
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞  
你给的幸福在我心中 自由走动  
抚平我每一个伤口  
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动  
不确定我的执着能 让你感动  
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落  
关于你的一切我想要比谁 都懂  
我的心 是被你设定的闹钟  
提醒我 想你的时间不够用  
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动  
是你改变我 你改变我


2 lost mails this month, my book and high waisted short. This is the 2nd time! Singpost is getting damn retarded nowadays, blame myself for shopping online. Lesson learnt, opt for registered mail in future. Angry.

Now even pissed off because I dont know where my entry went too, I blogged! Now have to retype again, you think lao niang got a lot of time is it!

Last Friday met up with Cindy at town, went shopping. Don't know one week go town how many times, go until very sian plus there's nothing to buy despite it's the Great Singapore Sales. Tried on the pink tunic (second pic) and I kind of like it but it's $42 which is way overpriced. Cin says similar pieces at Bugis are selling at much more affordable price. I remembered we had cheesy hotdog from British take-away and I'm craving for it now.. :( Was it that day that I saw Beck? Okay.. I cant remember.

Father's day we went to Pasir Panjang for seafood! Chilli crab, lala, stingray-lookalike (haha), satay! Been craving for those for a very long time too, initially we wanted to go No signboard but was afraid that it will be fully book. Anyway, happy belated father's day to my beloved daddy! I love you Daddy! Hope you earn even more money for me to spend (same wishes I wished him for his birthday last year) because my birthday's coming and you know I've a lot of things I wanna get.

Realised my meatball face is coming again haha. Or is it it has been like this all this while..?

Tuesday met up with Smelly girl (haha!) at Bugis, we had lunch at the food court then go shop shop! I bought 1 vest, 1 tube, 1 tunic and 1 top! Didnt know I could buy that much but was quite happy afterall. Thursday met Xuen and we headed to BBDC together, after that went to westmall meet Mama. We had lunch at this chinese restaurant which served xiaolongbao and such. The noodle was great! I wanna go there again.

Met Ger just now, headed to 7-11 to buy some drinks then headed back to my house area to drink. Chat chat chat until we got so high and decided to dance TOMA haha!

Is it not enough that I had to handle the past few things that happened to me previously, and I tried my best to not to be broken apart. Yet now God's trying his best to put me down? I mean I had enough all of this.. really. I know we both have different stands but can you put yourself in my shoes sometimes? Like when you do things you think might be right but what I feels is not that way. Okay maybe sometimes I am very unreasonable also but I've been trying very hard not to be, but everytime words from you put me down. That makes me feel what I'm doing, is it worth it or not and things like we said last night, it always occurs to me that you don't trust me that's why you keep asking me questions. On your side, maybe you feels that you care for me and such but I feel that you're crossing the line, remembered I said "space"? You said you will give me, but from what I know it's getting lesser and lesser. Almost everynight we will talk about things like this, seriously I'm sick of it, I'm sick of explaining myself time and time over again because what's the use when things will be back to square one? Sometimes your love is too much for me to take. I'm not angry, never been. Sometimes its just too tired to handle things like this.


Thursday, June 12, 2008

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
Everytime you call him
All you get's a busy tone

09/06/08

Happy birthday Janice. :) Monday met up with Mad and SL to do shopping in town but all 3 of us were late and SL was extremely late, only managed to buy 2 belts. Went to eat oreo cheesecake while waiting for kukuwoo.

Look at my hand! Its retarded haha.

The heartheartlovelove thing.

 

Hong Kong Cafe for dinner, was so hungry! Mango-whatever for dessert, freeze us to death. Stayed there for quite long because we were playing games, which is to guess the song on the playlist. Anyway, we headed over to Kate Spade and Agnes B and I'm contemplating to buy Agnes B wallet.. but I dont know, should I?

11/06/08

Took a train down to Clarke Quay in the evening with Xw to meet Lincoln and co (Yx, Mingxi and Janice) but they were late.. for like 2 hours. We shopped around at Central but apparently there were nothing so we went to have some snacks at the basement and then to the river side to sit. They reached about 7 plus then we went over to Clinic for some drinks. Okay, we ended up drinking quite a lot. 2 jar of volka sprite, 6 shoots of morphine-X, the blood bag of sex on a drip, 6 injections and an extra glass of teqila shot for Lincoln.

(Whole chuck of photos coming up)

Ultimate-bored-face.

Lincoln playing 5-10 with Yx and hai dai with me.

Janice, Ming xi and Lincoln who is almost gone.

 

At the end of the day, Linc was gone, totally.. Xw wasnt feeling that well either. Mx and Janice took train back while Xw went back with her friend then me, Lincoln and Yx shared cab back. Over dosage of alcohol haha.

Was tagged by Hammie to do this.

1) How long will you wait for someone you love?
- Depends on how much my heart can takes? (Those heartbreaks)

2) What do you hope for now?
- To cope well with my studies and everybody happy happy together :)

3) What is the last thing you say/do if tommorrow is the end of world?
- Tell the people I love that I love them and to my mama that I want to be her daughter in my next life

4) Do you hate your friends sometimes?
- Yeah I guess everybody does haha.

5) What will you do if your bestfriend has been kidnapped?
- Raise money for the ransom?

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain.
- Not really

7) what are you listening now?
- My tv sound

8) What your desired age of marriage?
- 28,29,30

9 ) Are you happy with your life now?
- Acceptable

10) What if your crush ask you out?
- Which one? LOL

11) What will you do when you have crush that knows you have a crush on him/her?
- I dont know? Doenst matter anyway haha

12) What feeling do you hate the most?
- Being cheated and lied to

13) What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl?
- Can I even do anything?

14) What are you looking forward now?
- To be happy every single day

15) The most important things in your life?
- Family

16) Who do you hope to always be there for you?
- My top 5

17) Do you find life meaningless?
- Yes

18) Where do you think can find true love?
- No where to be found! haha.

19) Do you believe that there is 'True love'?
- Used to? haha.

20) What's your greatest wish?
- To go overseas and relax myself, enjoy life to the fullest!

21) What will you change when you can turn back time?
- Stay at YCK and never move



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