2 lost mails this month, my book and high waisted short. This is the 2nd time! Singpost is getting damn retarded nowadays, blame myself for shopping online. Lesson learnt, opt for registered mail in future. Angry. Now even pissed off because I dont know where my entry went too, I blogged! Now have to retype again, you think lao niang got a lot of time is it!
Last Friday met up with Cindy at town, went shopping. Don't know one week go town how many times, go until very sian plus there's nothing to buy despite it's the Great Singapore Sales. Tried on the pink tunic (second pic) and I kind of like it but it's $42 which is way overpriced. Cin says similar pieces at Bugis are selling at much more affordable price. I remembered we had cheesy hotdog from British take-away and I'm craving for it now.. :( Was it that day that I saw Beck? Okay.. I cant remember. Father's day we went to Pasir Panjang for seafood! Chilli crab, lala, stingray-lookalike (haha), satay! Been craving for those for a very long time too, initially we wanted to go No signboard but was afraid that it will be fully book. Anyway, happy belated father's day to my beloved daddy! I love you Daddy! Hope you earn even more money for me to spend (same wishes I wished him for his birthday last year) because my birthday's coming and you know I've a lot of things I wanna get.
Realised my meatball face is coming again haha. Or is it it has been like this all this while..? Tuesday met up with Smelly girl (haha!) at Bugis, we had lunch at the food court then go shop shop! I bought 1 vest, 1 tube, 1 tunic and 1 top! Didnt know I could buy that much but was quite happy afterall. Thursday met Xuen and we headed to BBDC together, after that went to westmall meet Mama. We had lunch at this chinese restaurant which served xiaolongbao and such. The noodle was great! I wanna go there again.
Met Ger just now, headed to 7-11 to buy some drinks then headed back to my house area to drink. Chat chat chat until we got so high and decided to dance TOMA haha! Is it not enough that I had to handle the past few things that happened to me previously, and I tried my best to not to be broken apart. Yet now God's trying his best to put me down? I mean I had enough all of this.. really. I know we both have different stands but can you put yourself in my shoes sometimes? Like when you do things you think might be right but what I feels is not that way. Okay maybe sometimes I am very unreasonable also but I've been trying very hard not to be, but everytime words from you put me down. That makes me feel what I'm doing, is it worth it or not and things like we said last night, it always occurs to me that you don't trust me that's why you keep asking me questions. On your side, maybe you feels that you care for me and such but I feel that you're crossing the line, remembered I said "space"? You said you will give me, but from what I know it's getting lesser and lesser. Almost everynight we will talk about things like this, seriously I'm sick of it, I'm sick of explaining myself time and time over again because what's the use when things will be back to square one? Sometimes your love is too much for me to take. I'm not angry, never been. Sometimes its just too tired to handle things like this. |