| - Foreverandever So it has officially been FOREVER since I last wrote in this thing...soooooooooo much in my life has changed...I no longer speak to one of my best friends which is rather heartbreaking but i have left it in gods hands...i still deeply care for someone, but once again god is making it easier and easier everyday by showing me that he does have a plan for me and maybe the plan i wanted wasnt his...God has put someone in my life who is absolutely amazing and i couldnt be more thankful for, its totally a god thing because i couldnt have needed this person more than when he came into my life...Brooke and I are closer than ever before and i couldnt be happier...she keeps me sane and loves me for who i am and i love her more than words could ever express...she is the TRUE definition of a best friend...life has been kinda rough but with God, my family, brooke and galen things are ok...im really excited about 2006 and the amazing things that could come...i pray a special blessing on all of you, that god would make this year one of the best yet!!!!! I love you all!!!!! XOXOXO |
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I have been thinking alot about being a girl...not just the things like
shopping and things like that but what girls really are all about...now
guys I've had like a moment of wisdom and if you take this to heart you
will begin to understand what us girls really are all about...Our
hearts are the core of who we are. It is the source of all our
creativity, our courage, and our convictions. It is the fountainhead of
out faith, our hope and of course our love. This "wellspring of life"
so to speak within us is the very essence of our existence, the center
of who we are. Our heart is the most important thing about us. Every
little girl, all the way to a grown woman wants three things in her
life and they are the very things she needs...Well at least in my life
these are the three things I need and have always longed for and all my
girls are probably with me....Our hearts long to be romanced, to play a
irreplaceable role in a great adventure and to unveil beauty....Now
about the being romanced... There is this quote that I found today and
it is from THE LAST OF THE MOHICANS...it says...I will find you. No
matter how long it takes, no matter how far-I will find you. Every girl
dreams of being the beauty kidnapped by the bad guys and rescued by her
hero...and even though this seems fictional every girl longs to be
saved from the things that bring her down, she not only wants a guy
that would physically fight for her, but for a guy that will fight for
her heart...In the depths of my heart I have always wanted and longed
to be a part of something large and good, something that required all
of me, something dangerous and something worth dying for...There is
something very fierce in the heart of every girl. All you have to do is
insult her man or her best friend and you will get a taste of it...We
have a deep sense of being needed desperately...In my opinion this
world needs more girls who are not just "safe" and "nice" girls, not
merely "sweet" but passionate girls who are beautiful on the inside,
not only on the outside...Unlike guys we don't want to go on an
adventure just for adventures sake but for the sake of others. We don't
want to go on an adventure unless there are other people there along
with us...Every girl no matter how young or old wants to feel like a
princess and unveil her beauty...The longing we have in our hearts to
be beautiful is set there eternally, it will never go away...Every girl
longs to be seen, and to be thought of as captivating. We desire to
possess a beauty that is worth pursuing, worth fighting for, a beauty
that is core to who we truly are. we want beauty that can be seen:
beauty that can be felt: beauty that affects others: a beauty all our
own....so there it is...thats me in a nutshell and most girls I think
will probably agree with me! I love you guys! |
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| - Badd OFF TO HAWAII...
FOR 2 WEEKS...
YAY!!!!
HAVE FUN...BE SAFE...I LOVE YOU ALL!!! XOXO
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| Wouldnt life be perfect if sweat pants were sexy, mondays were fun, junk food didnt make u fat, girls didnt cause drama and boys werent confusing, nothing was regretable, u didnt have to lose the people u love, freindships didnt fade, and goodbyes only meant til tomorrow?
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So I think this might be my last entry on xanga…I havent decided for sure yet…you should check out my facebook…its pretty much the new xanga…well in my mind at least…anyways I think I’m gonna get a myspace too…so ya…check it out…I love you all!!!
xoxo
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