OMG!! crazyness i hvant been to school in like 3 days i never go to school anymore i miss my friends but tonite im going to go get my hair done....:) happy face but im kinda mad because i want it to snow but if it does then i cant go to christinas house and i half to go over there!! i havnt seen her in like forever :( sad face* ive been talking to michael wagner hes very sweet im going on a date with him on saturday im nurves*but ill b ok im sure we are just going to go to his house! and watch bruc almighty hehe awsome awsome!*dont yah think yah i really do think...my sunshine and i tonite are going to go do smething but we dont know what yet b*cuz her boyfriend dont let her to anything what a jerk but thats ok shes with me ill kick his ass if she doesnt get to do anything with me lol! hehe not really evans a sweetie but he needs to stop thinking shes going to cheat on him they have been together for 6 months he needs to start trustingher well i think imma bounce imma outta here like a fat girl in a dodge ball game!! payce ***

Chistina is a cool cat lol !  

            HeYy yall..whats goin on well nothing here just talking to hannah and be soooooo bored outa my mind

           TODAY~ well im going to go to my aunts house and eat eat eat..lol and then prolly come home and go see a movie brooklyn wants me to go se a movie with him today but i dont know!! well i g2g bye bye...

Dear self,

         what is it that i doing wrong all i wanna do is make everyone happy and then myself but it seems all i think about is..myself last well i told u i was going to go to the concert but i really just wanna spend time with one of my best friends today she didnt call me and i felt we wherent friends anymore just off of one day i wish i wasnt soo scared to lose frinds but its happend sooo much i cant help it ....i feel afraid of losing people i think my dads leaving but i cant say on here where because i mght cry my grandma is dieing and i get scared to go over there because i think she will die wehn im there i wann die b4 any of my loved ones do i wanna go to jail b4 any of my loved ones do i wanna say goodbye b4 they do i wanna be the one who starts to cry because some1 hurt me i dont wanna hurt any1 ....i would rather be the one to be hurt i wish i could do lot of things but im only 14 and i cant!!! soo im sorry i really wanna do things for u and im going to try my hardest but for right now all i wanna do is spend time with my best freind and my dad and my grandma and i think that will be the first step b4 tey do leave me!!

¥ HeYy soo whats goin on nothing here just being bored i just woke up a lil bit ago i went and got my shots OUCH! i cried .lol hey dont laugh its not funny heheh then we went to Mcdonalds yummy yummy i soo happy i love being here to tell u all about my day today heheh im soo CAzAy well i gotta bonce m talk to you lata k payce!!    ♥AsHaLaY