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| AnotherFor Jozelle:
i would like to thank you
for showing me a part of myself
that I have never seen
The boy who's been through just as much
and more than me
hes taught me so much
we will always be there for
each other
and sometimes i just get so
god damn sick of myself
that the only thing to do
is leave as much of my
stomach in the bathroom
as i can.
we look forward to the time
when the power of love
will replace the love of power.
then our world will know
the blessings of peace.
 i'm weird with relationships.
I think I know what I want, then I run.
I think I run because I'm scared,
I'm scared that I might get hurt.
or maybe I just haven't found someone
who I know is worth being hurt for.
sometimes, you're closest friends
end up hurting you more than your
worse enemies would ever come close to.
because even if it breaks your
heart to be just friends,
if you really care about someone,
you'll take the hit.
 it scares me to know,
you're the only one that keeps me sane.
i think you know it too
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 She's a disaster.
She loses faith in herself every day.
Her life is a mess and she doesn't even care.
No one understands her.
And people say stuff to put her down and
no one even notices that she might be breaking inside.
Or they never notice that maybe she needs a hug from someone.
Or someone to sit there with her and listen to her.
Maybe thats all she needs
 You know what? Fuck beauty contests. Life is one fucking beauty
contest after another. School, then college, then work... Fuck that.
And fuck the Air Force Academy. If I want to fly, I'll find a way to fly. You do what you love, and fuck the rest.
- little miss sunshine
Cause that`s what happens when you try to run from the past.
It doesn`t just catch up ;; it overtakes, blotting out the future,
the landscape, the very sky, until there`s no path left except that
which leads through it, the only one that can ever get you home.
[ Just Listen ; Sarah Dessen ]
im still hoping that you'll be with me somehow,
oh somehow.
...and all the city streets and their lights, they were so mysterious.
oh, life was so wonderful it would shine on like fire.
and we sat on the backs of our cars and laughed in the morning...
Intimacy is a four-syllable word for "here's my heart and soul. please grind them into a hamburger and enjoy".
If only such a thing could happen.
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|  Oh my,Oh my,Oh my..Im in a fix.... ....... .. I think I just might ,just maybe am starting to have feelings for one of my guy friendsIm not going to get my hopes upwe know in the end how it will all turn outso im not gong to trybut in other words lets see,im dealing once again with another personal issueone Ive tried tackiling before constantlynow it haunts me in the back of my brain every timeI pick up a untensilso sadly I agree and put It back down and I wish the voice would go awaybut It wont, im giving inwhich I hate but im doing it because i feel i must, i have to
In the end,Ive been trying to do my best in every subject my parents expect everything from me they want me to be there perfect kid
Sometimes I wish i could just scream "LEAVE ME ALONE!"
but i cantthey overpower meand i have no freedom in my house whatsoeverI cant do anything without them criticizing me
and i hate it
I wish it would all
END.
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| Yeah here:
Michelangelo said the best way to judge the essential elements of a sculpture is to throw it down a hill and the unimportant pieces
will break away. Sometimes life is like that. It tosses us down a hill.
But when we reach the bottom and only the important things are left ,
that's when our vision clears. That's when we hold on tight to what we know, while hope stirs inside us. Its all a matter of perspective
I understand feeling as small & as insignificant as humanly
possible. & how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you
had inside you. & it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get,
or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your
girlfriends; you still go to bed every night going over every detail
& wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood.
& how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you
were that happy. & sometimes you can even convince yourself that
he'll see the light and show up at your door. & after all that,
however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. & you'll
meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. & little pieces of
your soul will finally come back. & all that fuzzy stuff, those
years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
- The Holiday
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don`t want to talk to anybody? you don`t want to smile & you don`t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don`t know exactly what`s wrong either, there isn`t a way to explain it to someone who doesn`t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone, people have stopped being comforting, & being alone never was. At least when you`re alone no one constantly asks you what`s wrong & there isn`t anyone who won`t take "I don`t know" for an answer..you feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon & that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.
At
the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to
be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and
pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need."
-Greys Anatomy
dont worry. you arent alone
others have been though the same thing
and come out stronger
I like people who have a sense of individuality.
I love expression and anything
awkward and imperfect,
because that's natural and that's real.
Time and time again, I've told you how much you mean to me. What more do I have to give in order for you to realize you're my everything. It's not the tiny marks of doubt that force you to wonder what could be. It's that I'm right in front of you, if only you could see. there's a lonely side of love people said i've changed so muchwell here's the honest truth, i grew upi stopped letting people push me aroundi learned so much and I pushed throughive been living in a nightmare of a reality
You
can't even cry, can you? Something has been taken away from you. You're
numb. And you know what? I think you're grateful for it. No wonder
you're afraid of ending up alone.
For the first time I am realizing that words cannot save everyone, they cannot heal everything. what do you do when words no longer suffice? What do you do when there is nothing left to say to make things better?
I loved the
feeling of bones, the feeling that my stomach made when it rumbled
because of the need for food. I loved the feeling of being "light." And
when I was full, I hated myself.
things will probably turn out all right in the end
but it takes strong nerves to just watch and wait
You can't just sit there and
Put everybody's lives ahead of yours,
And think that counts as love.
[[*The Perks of Being a Wallflower*]] when you come back down,
if you land on your feet
i hope you find a way to make it back to me
[[*lifehouse*]]
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