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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 20:06:08 GMT

hmm so i'm not sure if i'm going to write in here anymore .cause i have myspace. . and it's better than this shit.

hmm if you have questions about what's in here. and what i write about ..ask me ... or GET OVER IT .. cause like it's over with.

ppl change. . i just love it..

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 04:51:54 GMT

my mom has the shingles and didn't go to work today .. so she woke me up at 10 .. and we went over to my dads house to see the puppies !!! they're almost 4 weeks old now .. their eyes are open and omggg they are SO CUTE ahh i fell in love with every single one of them (: 2 more weeks and we're bringing 4 or 5 to my house to sell !!! YAY .. after that i came home .. beggggged my mom to take me to the mall.. and she wouldn't .. so i was sittin here and hagen started barking .. walked outside .. and jay was herE !!! surprise ? yeah somewhat. .sooooo then me and him went to the mall ..i got an outfit .. my shirt says 'cheer up' jay doesn't like it. . that tard. neways ..after that we went to ashbys .. chilled ate pizza and watched a movie. .then us three went bowling .. yeah i suck.. i hadn't been in a while . but it was fun*then i came home .. and now i'm bored again (: but it's okay. i came home tonight .. and was tryin to ask my mom if she was going to work tomorrow or .. not .. and she was like OUT of it haha it was funny. maybe going to EP tomorrow with kaity .. hopefully so cause i haven't been in 2 weeks.. and i need to keep up with my tan . you know. hmmmmm yeah that's all ...laterrrrr

*mur*der*

^^ that ones for you johnny .. hahahaha

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 23:01:15 GMT

well i'm finally going to write about my beach trip with amber !!

here's all of our inside jokes/funnies !!

*"what's your name?".dancing in the kitchen."did you poot?".puttin on a bunch of make-up and takin pics when we were bored.the pier.PARASAILING.i'm bankrupt.beach & then napping .. our daily routine.my butt hurrrrtssss.our talks before naps & bed."you smell good".walkin down the road & someone barking at us?.getting the drinks on the pier.krispy kreme.pushing a lemonade cart on the beach?.omg i just saw a jellyfish. the nail from our window.no more rasins for you.boys in speedos.good luck on your tans.your dad getting me to try out the 'LAZER' ahh.hey mickey your so fine.omg smell this.outback.the old guy @ outback.random phone call @ 2*30 in the morning.the ride home & your dad makin fun of you.gabriel peein in the car.bubble gum.jay comming to see me.gracie and our underware.house down the road.swimming in the ocean and getting water all up my nose. there's sooooo many more that i can't think of right now .. but there's one thing that i want to write about cause it's kinda funny .. parasailing .. okay me, amber, & her parents decided to do it .. well the boat that you parasail from doesn't come to shore .. SO you had to get on this really small boat that has a lil motor on the back .. i mean the edges of this boat were filled with air . so yeah i was already freaked out about that .. well then i picked the wrong spot to sit .. and as your riding out you're going over all the waves. .well i was just flying up over ever wave .. and they all thought that i was going to fall out of the boat .. well we went over this one huge wave and i came back down and landed on my butt bone .. OMG it was sore alllll week long .. (seein how we went on monday) and it's still a little sore .. okay .. yeah the guy that hooked you up to everything and what not .. was SO HOTT. hahah wow. ambers parents made us go first.. hmm yeah i was screaming a lot .. and we saw a sting ray .. haha. . then the dude dipped us in the water like 3 times .. wow .. i was freaking out. but it was sooo fun .. and next time i go to the beach i'm doing it again (: all in all i had a really fun time at the beach .. i actually swam in the ocean .. my mom and dad raised me to be scared of it .. and not to swim in it .. but since neither one of them was with me this time .. i did .. ahaha .. and ambers dad was making me ride the float on the waves .. and i kept fallin off and getting water shot up my nose :(. we had such a good time .. and i wanna go back :( .. i'll have pictures from the week soon whenever amber sends them to me. .

hmm saturday i didn't really do much .. since it was my first day back i just chilled around the house ..went to my brothers for a little while cause he got a dirt bike and wanted me and my mom to see it. he drove me around on it for a lil while. then sunday morning i got up at 6*40 .. my brother picked me up at like 7 .. went to bi-lo to get some stuff .. and there was this black couple out in the parking lot arguing .. and the guy kicked her window .. yeh it was crazy .. so then me matthew his friend brad .. and brads lil son went to oak holllow lake to fish. we were there alll day till like 4. i caught 4 brim. .and one bass .. haha yay .. it was fun tho. . and hopefully we're going bak sooon cause i love fishing. well then sunday night me leslie and kaity rode out to high point and hung out with some guys from there .. rode around some .. and then came home .. well i stayed with kaity. . and my mom was being really weird and yeah. came home last night .. and i havent done hardly anything all day .. cleaned some.. and did some laundry. thats about it.

yeah that's all for now.

enjoy.

Friday, July 08, 2005

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 19:13:58 GMT

have a good week bias !!

i'll miss a select few *

k, bye.

Friday, July 08, 2005

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 05:33:14 GMT

so the past like week .. i've had to sleep on the couch cause of my room being done .. welll last night i brought my mattress out here and put it on the floor .. and i slept soo goood finALLY. well i woke up this morning around 10*30 and thought it was kinda weird cause my stepdad was here .. but yeah some cable guy came out here cause we switched our phone company and what not .. and now we have free long distance all over the us . oh and we have a new house number .. and i'm only giving it to special ppl. mmk. well yeah anyways. i had NOTHING to do for like an hour or so while the guy was here .. so i fell alseep on the couch .. woke up ..and we had all these damn tornado watches .. and if you know me .. tornados are my WORST fear. yeah. so i was freaking. and i was here alone by then .. so i talked to ape on here for a while .. and then her mom came and got me .. and i went to her house .. and we played sega swirl like we use to back in the day . yeah it was fun (: .. then we ate some tacos . and freaked out some more cause we got a tornado warning .. then it went away .. and i came home!! then jay came over since i'm leaving tomorrow and won't see him for like a week .. we decided to go see a movie .. payed for it in change that is .. cause we is BROKE. we saw war of the worlds. .i mean it was OK .. but the ending SUCKED.. me and johnny might go shopping tomorrow .. depending on how much packin i get done tonight.. and my dad is giving $175 for the beach ..so like i might spend some of it .. hehee .. i know know. oh well .. i have to do so much laundry and packing considering i haven't even started. so that's all. bye.

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 21:17:56 GMT

mmk so a lot has happened since the last time i wrote in there. . guess that i'll just write the most recent things or the ones that i can remember the most(: my mom was off work all of last week so we started on my room .. i'm painting it pink with yellow polka dots .. so far all we've done is the first coat of pink .. my door .. my shelf .. and she scrapped the celing .. we still have to pull up my carpet and a bunch of other shit !! hung out with jay and ashby one night last week it was pretty fun. friday went to high point with kaity and leslie .. got to see my high point friend dustin .. he has the cutest smile!! didn't do too much the rest of the weekend besides i have a new stalker. .chad myers .. god help me !! hm yesterday went to EP then me leslie and kaity went to gboro at like 9*30 cause we didn't know when the fireworks were going to start .. jay ashby and kristy met us up there .. then chris s. and brian came up there as well .. fireworks pretty much sucked. oh well .. afterwards us girls went to brians to chill for a short while. today me and kaity chilled for a while .. then me and jay went to eat at monterry .. met up with ashby and kristy .. then me and him just came here and chilled for a little while. my dads dog had puppies last monday and my dog .. hagen is the daddy of them .. well she had 9 .. and they're SO cute. . they're all almost ALL black. my mom is going to take like 4 or 5 of them when they're like 6 weeks old and we're going to sell them .. except for one cause we're keepin a girl !! yay. i'm excited. soooo i'm leavin for the beach on friday .. 3 days !! i can't freakin wait to just lay on the beach and not have to worry about a thing in the world. an entire week away from here and all the bullshit drama (: me and amber are going to have too much fun and i CAN'T WAIT!

you try to piss me off .. but really, i just laugh.

and yeah that's all. so bye.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 22:46:16 GMT

last night was really fun .. i'll put the funnies/inside jokes up here later on tonight*

but thanks to those who helped me when i was crying and shit .. and .. well idk haha but thanks.

jessica & kelley sorry for calling y'all so late hahaha

Friday, June 24, 2005

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 03:44:05 GMT

mmk so monday and tuesday i didn't really do anything .. yesterday went to EP with noel and kaity .. that was fun*stayed there most of the day. then today melissa picked me up and lauren was already with her.. so we met leah brandon and logan @ EP. then noel and mckenzie came later .. so there was a bunch of us there today .. lots of fun * after that me melissa mckenzie and noel went to hollis house and met up with her sara and sammy .. then all us girls went to eat at Rock o La and told them it was hollis bday ahah .. we got a free sundae tho .. it was funny .. talked about some gossip of course .. afterwards we went to target .. then walmart and then back to hollis .. me sammy holli and sara stopped by heaths house to say hey on the way home. but we had lots of fun tonight .

tomorrow .. not sure what i'm doing during the day .. but got my plans for the night .. keiths house.. if you don't know about it .. then oh well (: haha but um yeah ..

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: nah

2. Ran away: no but me and chelsea made a plan too one time HAHA
3. Pictured your crush naked: sure..
4. Skipped school: yah
5. Broken someone's heart: not that i know of
6. Been in love: yes
7. Cried when someone died: of course
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: probably so
9. Broken a bone: no
10. Done something embarrassing: YES .. ambers house .. hahahahaha chelsea
11. Lied: yeah
12. Cried in school: yepp

WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite
15. Girls or Guys: guys

16. Flowers or Candy: flowers

17. Scruff or Clean shaved: depends
18. Blondes or Brunettes: either
19. Bitchy or Slutty: bitchy
20. Tall or Short: taller than me
21. Pants or Shorts: usually pants
22. Night or Day: both .. depends on what you're doing

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: smile .. jawline(hott)
24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: someone at prom ?
25. Worst Question To Ask: idk ..

THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: this morning
27. Stepped outside: when i got home around 10
28. Had Sex: wow

ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: after prom with hunter
30. Your Good Luck Charm: not really sure
31. Person You Hate Most: idk dont' really hate anyone .. just really dislike some
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: i lost the best thing i had*
33. On your desk: comp. .. cell .. a cup .. etc.

34. Picture on your desktop: me & jess @ the beach
FAVORITE...
35. Color: pink
36. Movie: the notebook
37. Artist or band: lots

38. Cars: hmm fast ones ... idk lol
39. Ice Cream: strawberry
41. Breakfast Food: scrambled eggs. . i LOVE EGGS

WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: all of my girls do
43. Makes You Smile: my girls

44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: holli .. shes always happy :)
45. Has A Crush On You: idk ?
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: nah
47. Who Has It Easier?: guys
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: ...

DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: no
50. Save AIM Conversations: have
51. Save E-mails: some
52. Forward Secret E-mails: no
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: sometimes
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: sometimes for a day just to see what it's like haha
55: Wear Cologne: nah
56. Kiss: yeah
57. Cuddle: love it
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: not continuously

HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: no
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yeah
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: yeah
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day? umm, no.
63. Been Rejected: prolly
64. Been In Love?: yeah
65. Been In Lust?: haha
66. Used Someone?: no
67. Been Used?: hope not
68. Dumped Someone?: yes
69. Been Cheated On?: not that i know of
70. Been Kissed?: yes
71. Done Something You Regret?:yeah more than likely

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: mom
73. You Talked To?: ben called me (:

74. You Hugged?: mom
75. You Instant Messaged?: chelsea
76. You Kissed?: hunter (;
77. You Yelled At?: probably some random person
78. You Thought About?: ... you know

79. Who Text Messaged You?: ryan
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: HUNTER, duh

81. Who Told You They Loved You?: mom

MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? dark brown .. and a reddish tint in the sun
83. Have Tattoos?: nah
84. Have Piercings?: ears
85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: fuck boys (:
86. Own A Webcam?: no
87. Own A Thong?: many
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: yeah haha
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: huh ?
90. Habla espanol?: asi asi
91. Quack?: no haha

enjoy.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 00:07:18 GMT

sooo it's been a while .. and a LOT has happened* last week was prolly the best week of summer that i've had so far .. one night was CRAZY .. but i had fun so it's all good* got my EP pass .. finally so now i have something to do on most days .. thank gosh!! my mom doesn't trust me hardly none .. thanks to chelsea calling my house on accident at 1 in the morning the other night from a house that my mom didn't know i was stayin at.. ahaha love ya girl * .. went to high point the past two weekends .. but omFg ... last sat. there was this one guy .. and he looked just like AB off of road rules .. oh girl you don't even know * i was like HECK YEAH .. but he lives in asheboro :( damnit. but for right now .. i give up on all guys .. i mean yeah i have guy friends and would like more guy friends cause they're not all two-faced like girls .. but damn i think i'm stayin single for a long while .. the more i think about it .. the more i don't want to get into another long relationship .. fall in love again .. spend a year of my life with them .. or more ..and then just get my heartbroken again .. i just don't think that i'm ready for that all yet .. considering i'm still tryin to get over my loss of hunter :( i mean some days i'm just the happiest girl ever .. not a single worry .. at all .. and the next day i'm upset just thinkin of all of mine and hunters wonderful memories .. i'm just such a fucking emotional person sometimes ..and i'm also a very sensitive person. gah*

okay .. so moving on the much BETTER things that i have to look forward too .. okay so hagen bit someone again the other day so that makes like 5 ppl now .. well my mom was really upset cause she thought that we would have to give him away ........ welllll instead he left today for doggy school where they train him to only attack if we tell him too .. idk something like that .. so cool huh ? idk how long he's going to be there my mom hasn't told me yet.another good thing is that my dads dog angie is due to have her puppies in like two weeks(hagens the daddy) .. well my mom informed me that we're going to get one of the puppies .. we're getting a girl one and naming her heidi .. I"M SO EXCITED !!! moooooorrrrrreeeeeee good things. .. my mom is off of work the last week of this month .. and she wants to go to carowinds .. YAY !! and also we're going to take up the carpet in my room .. since it's hardwood underneath .. paintin' my room PINK .. finally .. paintin my dresser, closet, and shelf white .. and she got a few new things to put in it .. i'm so happy !! and also .. if i can talk my mom into it (which i'm sure that i can) i'm going to myrtle beach with amber in july for a week !! gah i need it so bad .. a whole week away from this place.

me and my brother went fishing yesterday and i actually had a lot of fun .. we talked about things .. and i think that we're finally opening up around each other and i can tell him things.. i'm happy cause he's an awesome brother !! went to my sisters for fathers day .. it wasn't so bad, my dad can be really annoyin sometimes and also the funniest person .. and yesterday he was in a good mood .. so it was fun *

but that's all for now .. prolly update more later *

Friday, June 03, 2005

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 21:36:40 GMT

oooooookie doke .. so wednesday me and Leslie went to the mall looked around .. what not .. played with a puppy in the store.. then we left there and decided to go to oak hollow mall .. haha idk why* nothing to really do there so we left and went to see kaity at work .. ate there .. and chilled till she got off .. and wouldn't you know it . .my dad shows up there to get dinner .. so i talked to him for like 15 mins .. and he got a nextel .. which means he'll be buggin the crap outta me now .. haha . oh well. well finally kaity got off around 10 .. and we were going to go to greensboro and find something to do .. but kaity got in troubLe so i just came home (: *

yessssterday ..... .. OKAY .. i got out of the shower .. and smell like the WORST thing ever .. well my big dog . hagen obviously ate something that upset his stomace .. and he took THE BIGGEST crap ever damnit .. not just in ONE spot .. there was like 4 spots .. UGH i was sooo mad and i was gagging the whole time .. haha oh well * so after i finally got that cleaned up and got ready me & ryan went to see Amityville Horror .. haha it was soo funny cause both of us were scared .. lol * it was a really good movie .. and i had fun with my puddin after that i came home and chilled .. my stepdads family came over again to eat dinner .. and so did my brother ... and matthew decided to bring his doggys .. aww i love them .. his new puppy. is SO cute* Watched meet the fockers with my mom .. that movie is so funny. then i talked to ryan for a while on the phone .. and went to bed (:

today .. i've done ... nothing really .. there's nothing to do with it all rainy and yucky outside :( bLah!!!! Ryan came by to borrow Meet the fockers .. and thats about the most exciting thing that's happened alll day* not sure what i'm doing tonight .. or if i'm even doing anything ..

Hunter graduates tomorrow .. and i'm not sure if i'm going yet or not .. 1 .. don't really have a ride there .. 2 .. noone to really go with.. and 3 .. not so sure if he wants me there or not .. sooooooo odds are that i'm not going to go see him graduate =/ Either way tho .. i'm proud of him and really excited for him as well !! i'll love you always hunter .. my best friend *