OMG i havent been on here for soo long but im back ive been soo wooried about my weight that i just had to come back on hopefully i wont b a failuer anymore.well i think im off 2 an ok stat for 2day

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l-havent had yet

d havent had yet

i really want  2 lose 8 pounds before newyears hopefully i can do it.

1) are you ana or mia?ana
2) what is your reason/s for it?cuse ima fat ass
3) when did it start?like a month ago
4) are you a christian? yupp of course
5) would you rather live 50 years thin and happy or 60 or 70 or 80 years but fat and depressed? 50 thin and happy
5  1/2 ) aka: how many years would you give up to be thin and happy rather than fat and depressed?not alot only like 10
6) would you rather die than be fat?no sorry but no
7) have you ever ate too much, gluttony?yeah
8) if you did , what did you do to punish yourself?alot of excerise
9) this is a weird thought, but would you ever punish yourself for gluttony/overeating, by doing the thing you would hate the most... that is making yourself fat? why/why not?no cuse that ruins the purpose and i would b fat duh!
10) do you eat slowly or fast?ill have 2 b honest and say medieum
11) do you like the taste of food?sometimes
12) is there a certain calorie amount that you get freaked out if you pass that limit? yes like 1000 thats soooooooooooooooooooo much
13) do you like healthy food or junk food better?healthy
14) do you feel disgusting with junk food?sometimes
15) what is your best ana tip?drink water!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
16) how tall are you?5"6
17) how much do you weigh?147
18) what is your fav sport?cheerleading ans soccer
19) do you freak out if you eat and then don't exercise?sometimes
20) do you like exercising in the morning or afternoon?morning and night
21) do you prefer exercising before or after you eat?after
22) favorite food?mcdonalds fries
23) do you like eating by youself or with others? why?by myself i can eat less
24) do you feel guilty if you eat by yourself, even if it's a little amount only?sometimes
25) are you scared you'll ever 'pass' ana or eating disorder on to someone else?no not really
26) what do you think is the point of life?to live and die for christ
27) do you like the emacited look?srry dunt kno what that is
28)where did you find the eating disorder blogs?xanga i was lookin fur pics of paris and came 2 a syte
29) why don't you want to be fat?cuse its nasty
30) what is your fave famous persons body type?marykate
31) what would you give up to be thin?food lmao
32) do you ever feel guilty to make ppl worried about your ED? and how do you cope with the guilt?no im not really worried because i havent lost alot if weight but i hope that changes
33) would you ever seek recovery?dunno dint think so
34) have you ever been medically fat?what like overweight yeah sadly i am rite now
35) do you think everyones over eatten (gluttony) before in their life?yupp
36) would you still want to be thin , if just say, the society /media had fat models? hell yeah
37) what do you s2 love about ana the most?because it makes me feel like i am in control
38) what do you dislike about ana the most?um excerising
39) what is the best quote that keeps you on ana? |lol dunno
40) what do you do to keep you from eating?chew gum hang out with friends
41) do you rather be healhty or thin? thin
40) do you think it's bad to want to be thin? heck no
43) do you like eating ? no
44) do you have breakfast lunch or dinner or eat whenver you feel like it?i have 2 eat dinner the parents u kno
41) any other comments?nope

ok im really sorry i havent been updating but i met a guy a really hot guy and he made me feel soooooooooooo good but now i found out hes a jerk whos tryin 2 get me 2 go with  his fat ugly friend hes doin this 2 a few other girls 2 man i feel so dumb now i could have weighed less if i never met him but o well i hope im really back on track now yesterday sucked my friends and me skiped 2 go 2 mcdonalds yuck but o well

b-1 mini pancake-1-- cals

l-1 eggs and peice of toast lik 200 i think im not sure

ok so now my stats r 5''6 and 149 so far ive lost like 14 pounds im like a month but most of it was at the beggining now i hope 2 start losin it fast agin in time for christmas i wanna weigh 131 cuse thats how much that guy weighs lol i dunno why i wanna weigh as much as him but i do i didnt say his name cuse someone has asked me my last name already and if i say his name it will give away who i am sry