Wow. what a great weekend. The week started out kind of ehh...& I didn't know what to make of it. It's funny when you've reached that last plateau & you've decided to let go of "attachments" to find yourself a peace of mind...something happens & it's just enough to make you hold on. I ended up embracing it and found a whole new peace of mind. Life is funny. I'm lovin' it while it's still here. I'm not the type to take the first step in certain "situations", but I understand that others need to know that they're wanted, so i'll be more considerate & keep that in mind.

Just Do It!

Edit

Umm okay so I re-read my entry and the part where I talk about reaching that last plateau and letting go.... I am in no way talking about suicide. Oh hell no. Never ever, forever, ever.

Life has been good. Everything seems to be changing, but at the same time it seems nothing has changed at all.

The more I tried to force myself to stay away, the more I found I was giving in. We all have a right to be selfish, but why is it everytime I try to be selfish it blows up in my face or my conscience gets me. Damn you conscience, damn you.

It's so good & so bad all at the same time.

Life is a living contradiction.