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A smile
can bring you near to me.
Its my final weekend before college reopens on Monday,and i'm actually really excited. The two and a half months of holidays was definitely more than enough, and its time to get back to work.  I spent my day cleaning up my room,emptying the study table, thrashing away old tools and spending the remaining precious time with my mum. Its actually pretty ironic how much i enjoy the company of my mother making a point to cook up my favourite dishes for lunch, wiping off spider webs on my room ceiling, and impersonating Brownthepom. 
Maybe its the movies i've been watching lately thats been making me sound like i just had a toast of love for breakfast,lunch and dinner.  I want to get back to my simple,well-organized,boring and packed with assignments life, for some reason i've had just the right dosage of fun,events, and it should be enough to keep me going on for the next 14 weeks i guess.  I ran through my new time table earlier,and it wasn't as bad as what i thought it could have been,thank goodness!
A thing or two about love,shall we?
Its been quite a long while since i've last spoken about my relationship with Alvin,neither have i been taking pictures of us together; which reminds me, its about time now. Finding it pretty weird considering how much i use to babble about my relationship and yeah it was all about love,revenge & history. They say that its good to be able to leave the past where it belongs,in the past. I'm glad i managed to pull that off, and for some reason it feels too "present" for my liking. Lets just look at it this way,i don't wanna mention much about the unforgiving story,neither can i say much about my tomorrows. I'm only left with my "today's".
Love has its own magical ways in making things work,it gives you strength, and that was exactly what i had. I know some may find it rather unrealistic to stand by their believes that love creates possibilities,which is exactly what we need to carry on, hope & possibilities.
well i didn't mean "praying" literally.
thought you can always give it a try.
Admitting the fact that it feels good to be able to forgive & forget.
Taking the burden off your chest,i can assure you that you'll never look at life the same way again.
 I came across this post, with a title of "its hard to fake a smile".
Frankly speaking, its harder to catch a genuine smile then faking it. 
its all the matter of an opinion! 
You have got no idea how attractive a smile can be, it invites those tingling emotions & you might even be smiling right back at me now! Some doors may have closed down on you,but some smiles breaks down prison walls. As cliche as it may sound, the key into my heart is nothing else but a smile. I love people who smile,really i do.
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Go Green &
Sex With The Camera
(Part 1)
Good day loves.
I slept pretty late last night after getting hooked onto the new
Facebook
outlook and yeah being myself I was just
checking it out, its a little more organized now compared to how
confusing
Facebook can be for new users like myself a couple of months ago.
Its been an
amazing week so far, and time flies. I had this shoot with Sue-Yenn
earlier
this morning which was really fun & energy draining because we
were
literally cracking each other up to bring out more versatility in the
overall
composition. Its not like we’re some professional photographers with
all the
proper kits, neither are we earning any bucks from it wtf.
 Therefore,we were each others photographer!
Well
the
initial
idea of the shoot was also to lift up my mood with all the other things
going
on at home. Laughter is always the best medicine, as cliché
as that may have sounded; it definitely
worked. After
the two hours spent snapping our hearts out, went home
immediately, turned on the laptop excitedly to check out the results.
OMFG we
took 630shots in 2 hours! Can't imagine that all
this will be coming to an end so soon when Sue-Yenn flies off to the US
again.
First off, the "why is my
face like that?" shots which cracked Alvin up till he went ROFL! Oh
yeah,you know what is the coolest part about these few shots, no
photoshop or editting involved; we had the perfect lighting though
manual setting was pretty damn tough, its all good.
 I remembered that Sue-Yenn was asking me to place my hair behind my shoulders because it was blocking or something like that. My hair colour is finally even and red! 
 "I don't think so" shot.
The very bimbotic i'mso shocked laugh? Alvin laughed like crazy when he saw this shot saying the expression on my face was priceless wtf.  One of my many favourite and usual tilt my head to one side shot.  missycheerio : Are you gonna rock my world?  I'm getting tired of posting all these unflattering pictures of myself.  Whatever happened to trying to girls trying to show off how good they look with all the pretty smiles and poses going on! I'll just post up 2% of the initial amount of her pictures okay? Although this shot wasn't part of the shoot.
Her presence clearly redefined many little things in my life, things which i had doubts in and i finally made peace with myself. Its not like something which you realize there and then, neither can anyone point it out to you without sounding offensive. However making peace with yourself and the mistakes in the past which cannot be undone, and at the same time take a bow; you'll definitely have a new perspective and you will know how to face it the next time. Maybe it is hard at first to accept changes, and finding it so difficult to surrender to our bloody ego.
I gave my best shot,that i know!
*flips hair*
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you made my heart skipped a beat.  -to be continued.
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Barbecue Baby.
Just got back from a barbeque party thrown by a bunch of friends, which
was exactly what i needed to take my mind off things.They were actually the friends i made during my holidays,going for the hair wash on alternate days and soon we're all friends. When i was getting my red head done yesterday at A Cut Above, the couple of them asked both me and sue yenn to join them for their barbecue session,and so i thought why not! Proving it so clearly to you,that it is undeniably important to keep a clear head and not be judgemental about stereotypes. These people were amazingly friendly and made it one heck of a great night,though there were language barriers for me!
Random snapshots by Sue-Yenn.
why is my face like this?
i told you it was so much of fun! My face were all sticky and sweaty, hair smelled like charcoal, and i nearly got pushed into a pool.still think that it would have been better if we were prepared to get wet!
I really really do appreciate the generous offer,and the effort to make our presence a heartfelt one; despite the language barrier with me going "huh? ahhhh? translate,translate!" Its my last couple of days before college reopens next Monday,there's gonna be another shoot tomorrow morning! Love is clearly in the air, and i am gonna get some sleep now darlings.
love you long time.♥
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In Your Daughters Eyes.
Tomorrow is the "boyfriend's" day of the week, and yes i am very well looking forward towards it. Just because i recently bought a new laptop,seemed like Alvin had found his reasons to get me stuffs from the laptop cooler to an uber cool mouse to bring out the awesomeness wtf. He knows exactly what i am lacking off right now, the right attention from the right people; these things you can't invite,it just comes to you.
 For a moment i did threw myself a question,wondering what have i not done enough to live it up to his expectations. Its not easy to keep a clear mind and sometimes i just fail to understand,thats it. I haven't been sleeping well,losing my appetite big time & the coolest part about this situation he doesn't even have the time or space to realize that he's gonna be sorry for this. Perhaps i got a little carried away,or was it him who clearly stepped over the fine line that has clearly vanquished everything.
I'm only human,and i've got feelings too. Life isn't all about knocking yourself out with problems you draw upon yourself. I've thought myself this once,why not make the people that you love and care about happy if its within your capabilities; instead of finding every damn reason to knock yourself out. I can't go on telling myself that it will all be over soon,or will it ever be? Guess its just an emotional moment,it'll all be okay soon enough.
see you soon,so very soon. ♥
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