My Mother

My mother has always been special
For as long as I can remember,
She has been by my side
From every January to December.
She gives me support
And confidence too,
She is there for me when I need help
Why mom, I’ve never known anyone like you!
I know she’s gotten mad at me
For not doing what she said,
I guess I’ll learn one day
And tell my own kids to do what I have said.
My mom’s a remarkable woman
Who accomplishes so much,
Scouts, teaching, volunteering a lot
Crafts, that’s her with a special touch.
But for as long as I can remember
And still to this day,
Mom you are everything a mother should be
And I know it will always be that way.

That's for my mother that took care for me in a yr. when I needed her I still love her even though she have no clue whats happening to her 3rd child that has been bad all this days. peace...

2 My Friend Who Became An Angel

G-d saw you tired, an operation would not be,
So he put his arms around you and said,
"Come home with me."
With tears in my eyes I watched you suffer,
And you faded away.
Although I loved you dearly,
I couldn’t make you stay.
He knew you were suffering and he knew,
You would never get well again.
Your road was getting rough, and the hills were hard to climb.
He closed your weary eyes and whispered "Peace in Time."
A golden heart stopped beating,
As you were put to rest.
G-d needed you and only takes the best.
It broke my heart to see you go.
You’re in peace now, but me....I don’t know?
Knowing that I’ll never hear your laugh,
Or see you smile again.
Although it brings tears to my eyes,
I will cherish my memories till I die.

 

Alwayz Remember

To my best friend
With lots of love I send
Remember the times we used to talk
Or even just went for a walk
Remember when you told me it was okay
To just sit down and cry
And to wonder "why"
Remember all the laughs we had
And how you said I could always talk to your dad
Because my parents are separated
And my mom now dated
Remember how my family loved you
And your family loved me
Remember all the trouble we made
And lied and said, "We’re not afraid"
But most of all, remember me
And all the times we used to be
Those girls who said
"Remember me"
Remember you said, "Friends forever you promised"
Together till the end
I’ll never forget you
When your heart needs a mend.

Im just got done finishing tha unfinish buisness and I did it I fuccin beat tha fucc out of them other wannabe's and just clean my name out tha street and I think there other bitch ass homies are lookin for me but I dont ever bacc out for anything I'll do whatever I can till im able to nothing happen to me because we took care of 5 of them and none of them fight bacc...then I got blaze with tha niggas and now I was just thinking of what I've done...I thought its gonna be a rough day but oh well theres always another chance of fighting...its really easy to find one...I dont have a family to be here getting me straight...I still think there thinking I will never change but im not gonna wait till they trust me...I cant change anymore...my pains grew and it'll be there till tha bottom of tha end...I cant imagine myself being alone but I am alone right now no one is here for me not my homeboys...only my weed is here beside me...replacing everything that now is gone in my life...or I dont consider this as a life...my eyes is just drippin tears every night or everyday I do bad things...I dont wanna be like this but fucc I did it becuase I dont think I can ever have a real family in this world who cares if theres no one loves me...I mean I can live in tha street whenever I want...shit...I still remember everything I did down to where I was born...fucc I wanna rest in peace already...so I wont feel all tha pains that is been locced up through my head and soul...fucc I hate this world...what did I do wrong to diserve all this...can I ever be a better man...I will still survive all tha fights and God is tha witness of everything that is happening...sadness had been fallin upon me deep into my very dark soul that had been locced up through everything...show me tha way ya'll all I want is a happy home and a family that will love me till tha endI wish thaend come soon...and to all of u stay true!...peace.