I'm dropping Accounting 121. I try to play it off like it's easy and that I really don't have that much of a work load but I really do. Besides, there's no way I can pass the class. I got only like 3 questions correct on the midterm and I haven't been turning in any homework or projects.

I've gotten to the point where I really just hate school. Before I just disliked it strongly. Now I just want to drop everything and start somewhere else.

And, no. This is not because of Smash, fucktard.

Since I'm dropping the class, I've officially taken the whole week off of school because voice is canceled for tomorrow. I'll still go to hang out though. Oh wait actually I have class tonight. Shit. I hate that class too. I don't give a shit about taxes.

Which is a good thing. I'm not really sure how people usually say it, but that's my version.

Anyway, Lester, Marv and I went to Merced on Friday. We ended up getting lost twice. It took us 4 hours instead of 2 1/2 hours to get there. We got lost somewhere after Tracy and ended up almost going to Sacramento. Then when we got to Merced we took a wrong turn somewhere and ended up almost back on Highway 5. We're geniuses.

Saturday was the UC Merced Smash tournament. I teamed up with my new friend Chris that I met there. He has a hella bomb Donkey Kong. I ended up using Doctor Mario, Captain Falcon and Marth. We got 2nd place. I got 5th in singles. I think I'm actually getting good at this game.

Jmic and his friends played beer pong that night but Les, Marv and I knocked out hella early just because we were so tired. It's tough living on Rockstars and breakfast food.

Sunday was amazing. First, we woke up at 9 AM. It's weird how early you wake up when you're not at home. Usually I'd be asleep until somewhere between noon and 2 AM. Played some WarioWare, ate breakfast and watched some of a UCM volleyball game where Jmic and his pep band played. I've never heard such a quiet band at a game hahaha. It's too bad UCM is still really small.

Then we took the 2 1/2 hour drive home, only getting lost once and that was when we were already in the bay area. Instead of taking 238, we stayed on 580 and ended up in Oakland. I got home around 4:15, dropped off my stuff and Marv hooked me up with a ride to meet up with Candice. THANKS MAN!

A word of advice for people taking Skyline Boulevard (35) to Ocean Beach. The weather will look like shit on the way there, but it's never really that bad when you get there.

We must've walked about 3 miles. I think. We talked. A lot. I was actually a little surprised at how much we talked. Sure, I made us take some unnecessary detours so I wouldn't run out of things to say. I don't think I would have anyway but just in case. Anyway we started at the south end of Ocean Beach's parking lot, walked up to the cliff house, jumped a small wall down to what looked like a sewage area. How romantic right? Then some more exploring, and more exploring. We were just walking around for about 2 hours before heading to BJ's at Tanforan.

I didn't want her to feel awkward at the dinner so I invited Lester and Steph. They're my friends anyway so I figured I was getting 3 for the price of 1. Well, the price of 2 actually but we don't have to get into that. The dinner was really fun. My friends and I give off a really friendly vibe especially when we're all together.

This was one of the best weekends I've ever had. My lesson for the weekend is to think about what I say so whoever I'm saying it to won't think I'm trying to imply something else. Wow I've been pretty careless. Oh and I also have to stop being so clueless.

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"With You"
If I forget to breathe, it's cause you're around
I know this song's corny so don't make a sound
There's a soggy winter storm, but at least I'm with you

I might be the girl in this relationship
But that's okay, I still think you're pretty hip
My arms feel more complete with you

[Bridge]
Let's pull the stars closer and put them to shame
Please kiss me after this or else that would be lame
*I'll give them all to you if it's all the same
and try to find a way to tell you somehow
that if you trust in me now I swear I'll never let you down

I think I fell in love when you gave me that look
I tried to give you time but it's my heart you took
Now I can't get this smile off my face when I'm with you
I'd like to dedicate this song to you.

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I'm thinking of changing the title. Any ideas?