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Friday, April 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 15:47:05 GMT

got a new site shakenupsoul

Friday, April 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 15:26:03 GMT

lets see black boys at my school think this if fun!!!

at the end of gym they all line up behind a basketball hoop and run and jump to see who hangs the coolest on the hoop... theirs yellin and cheering omg how stupid r these ppl?

on the other hand everytime i get a boyfriend i really like every guy i hang with wants to get with me??? why??? weirdos but the thing is i am not attrached to half of them anymore...only one guy for me right now...gian

Monday, April 19, 2004

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 15:21:40 GMT

TotalUrbanChaos: hey

ItchMyBOOB: hey

TotalUrbanChaos: what the hell happend

ItchMyBOOB: with what?

TotalUrbanChaos: onsat?

TotalUrbanChaos: on sat.?

ItchMyBOOB: umm couldnt go

TotalUrbanChaos: yeahh. why

ItchMyBOOB: i told you my dad had me driving

TotalUrbanChaos: oh

TotalUrbanChaos: i called your house your mom was like she isnt gunna be home till tomm.

ItchMyBOOB: yeah i drove to my brothers and stayed with him

TotalUrbanChaos: i almost wanna beilve you and your cousin sayin you have a b/f and shit

ItchMyBOOB: i do

ItchMyBOOB: ok nothin else to say

TotalUrbanChaos: yup that shit pretty fucked up

ItchMyBOOB: y

ItchMyBOOB: you never asked me out when we were talking then you stopped talkin to me for about 2 weeks so i thought you didnt like me anymore and so i started talkin to gian

TotalUrbanChaos: nothin hhahaha...quier kid with the make up

ItchMyBOOB: hes not quier ass hole

TotalUrbanChaos: i ve ask you to go out like every weekend and your alwas fuckin buisy or somthin

ItchMyBOOB: yeah not like that erik we never said we were a couple

TotalUrbanChaos: yeah i know that

ItchMyBOOB: ok then why get madd i wanted you to but you didnt so not my fault

TotalUrbanChaos: who said i didnt want you

ItchMyBOOB: you didnt really seem like it

TotalUrbanChaos: i ask you to do somthin every weekend but you alwas had somthin else to do

ItchMyBOOB: not all the time

TotalUrbanChaos: like a consert or some other shit like you cousins

ItchMyBOOB: whatever if your going to get madd go ahead i mean i cant do anything about it now

TotalUrbanChaos: im not mad but maybe you could have said somthin to me

ItchMyBOOB: ok well sorry then

sorry erik but i just like gian more........<3

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 20:15:13 GMT

I doubt you people will do this. But if you do it for me, i'll return the favor. I promise.

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15A. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15B. If yes, then what is it?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your Xanga and see what I say about you?

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 15:22:12 GMT

~*~Test To See How HOTT You Are~*~

> >

> >1. Do you have dark or light hair?

> >

> > dark

> >

> >2. If you were out on a date would you want to go to a party or go out to eat?

> >

> > both ummm food

> >

> >3. What's your favorite color out of Pink, Yellow, Baby Blue, or Sea Green?

> >

> > yellow

> >

> >4. Pick your favorite hobbies out of: Surfing, Skating, or Skiing

> >

> > none of the above but if i had to pick surfing

> >5. If you could pick a store between Old Navy, Pacific Sunnier or Victoria's Secret which one would you pick?

> >

> > victoria secret

> >

> >6. What's yore favorite state out of California, Florida, or Ohio?

> >

> > cali

> >

> >7. In the summer would you rather go to the beach or go somewhere cooler?

> >

> > beach

> >

> >8. What month were you born?

> >

> > may

> >

> >9. Would you rather chill at home or go out with friends?

> >

> > go out with my friends

> >

> >10. Name a person of the opposite sex.

> >

> > gian

> >

> >*ANSWERS*

> >1. dark- hot

> >light- sexy

> >2. go out to eat- romantic

> >go to a party- playful

> >3. pink- cute

> >baby blue-cool

> >sea green-horny

> >4. Surfing-active

> >skating-determined

> >skiing-sexy

> >5. old navy-preppy

> >pacific sunnier-fun

> >Victoria's secret-sexy

> >6. California-you like being around people

> >Florida-party time in the heat

> >Ohio-quiet, likes the cold

> >7. beach-tan loves the sun

> >somewhere cooler-pale and original

> >8. January: popular

> >February: lovely

> >March: loud

> >April: playful

> >May: chills a lot

> >June: happy

> >July: smooth

> >August: fun

> >September: quiet

> >October: out going

> >November: Pimpin it

> >December: warm

> >9. home: boring

> >go out with friends: crazy

> >10. that person will fall in love with you!!!!!

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 15:55:24 GMT

<fernando>: hey! they for not even letting me now you going to sum shitty botb crap youre such a great freind you know wut i always tried to show up some where you told me to go but on my birthday you dont even call and say hi or nuthin go to hell
<sara>: ben you can kiss my ass cause you know what your a ass whole with multi personality disorder that cheats on ppl and gives them that lame ass excuse!!!

<fernando>: see thats the difference between you and me at least i can admit my mistakes ive told you plenty of times that im sorry and that i love you but wut do you do you blame all your own faults and screw ups on anyone and everyone but yourself, i pitty you sara
<sara>: pitty yourself ben cause i dont put faults on anyone i learn form my mistakes and if you really loved me then why do you want to dat my cousin plus make out with her??? ass hole

^^^^^^^^ this is stupid... ben we dont like each other anymore so drop it i can help it if i was with jessi babysitting i was planning to go out that night... i cant help if no one showed up 2 ur stupid partie

on another page..

saturday night best concert i ever went to...

sheana me courtnie and jessi and eddie went to a voodoo blue concert. love them i got the one hot guy dan's wrist band and i split it with shanie.... i dont think i had that much fun at a concert with friends!!!!

Monday, April 05, 2004

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 15:04:42 GMT

well i had the weirdest dream last night about a ex boyfriend..... dont really want to go into details but alls i will say he was doing something i didnt want him to do in this dream .... i feel really weird now...

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 15:07:17 GMT

Ummmm......

YAY! for me a big YAY for me! i dont have school for the rest of the week!

tomorrow i go to top driver to give in my money for driving school so she said i could stay home!

friday i stay home with my mom to go get my permit (still dont have it)

but i hope to pass the test and get it! this will be my second time...

i heard today theirs another battle of the bands at st margarets this saturday... i hope its true cause i hope i go and everyone else goes to!

n e ways..... self confession......i dunno what i want anymore... i like eric and i want to be with him but i dunno what he wants but on the other hand my life is going to be hell for the next couple of weeks i got work the driving school for 6 hours every saturday for the next 6 weeks from 9 in the morning to like 3 in the afternoon....

my heart feels empty and i kinda want it to be.. i like the fact i am not a love struckin fool who gets hurt by someboy who probley wouldnt matter.. i just dunno anymore who do trust who to date or if i even want to date.. but if i do no more attachments its easy street for me....

Monday, March 29, 2004

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 14:48:33 GMT

My Weekend:

Coutneys partie was a blast! got to see eric again!

hes so nice and so cute but i dunnp if he likes me as much as i like him!

he was the only guy at the party and he was really cool about it! he played all the games and he even made time to cuddle with me.

cause you know how usual boys are they go to a all girl partie and flurt with all the other girls their and the one that likes him feels like shit cause shes not wanted.

not the feel i thought i was going to feel at all!its actually great not having jelousy take over me anymore! thanx joe zimmerman for helping me with the jelousy thing now i can live in happiness!

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 20:46:05 GMT