Whew! It's been awhile since I last aired a bl0g..

and I d0n't even kn0w why...

Anyways...

I've just been t0o busy with...uhm, I d0n't know..

I just kn0w I am.. maybe at church,at sch0ol...or whatever I'm d0ing...

I n0rmally air  a bl0g whenever I feel like meditating,

or when my kn0wledge seems t0 have a new f0lder in it...

but n0w.. I just th0ught i sh0uld write an entry.

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I've learned al0t within these past few days...

SPiritual learning that is..

and based 0n my learning's...

I've been trying hard t0 perfect my spiritual life.

I've been Pondering 0n each m0ments and as I d0,

the "is this right or wrong" th0ught keeps c0ming up..

is that a g0od thing or a bad thing?

i think, f0r me it is a g0od 0ne, in that way my d0ings w0n't seem t0 g0 wrong..

s0 i've heard this "cat and d0g the0l0gy" b0ok and it's c0ntent, though it's not finished,

and s0meh0w, Im still in the stage 0f sinning and n0t kn0wing...

and it's a g0od thing that a reminder keeps us fr0m making the wrong int0 right...

Yeah...We need G0d's w0rd....f0r sure...

it says that a cat is a s0rt 0f negative christian

and the d0g one's are the p0sitive...

if y0u kn0w what I mean...

They say I l0ok like a cat, I am a cat...Literally..

me0w..

I am a cat, literally, but im living my d0ggy life...

haii...

saturday, asusual sa church pa rin the wh0le day..

edi i felt like dressin up, so, i wore a black shirt,and skinny jeans and rubber shoes..

it's not usual kasi hindi tlga ak0 nagsskinny jeans..haha, eh ung isang kachurchmate ku napagusapan namin ung tungkol dun, tap0s nagulat xa, nun nkta nia ku sa church naka skinny aku..kaya eun, pnagttwanan nia ku, kc hindi nia daw akalain na gagawin ku ung usapan namin...hmf..

aun... eh mejo mababaw l0ob ku nun...eh isa rin kc sa ayaw ku ung pnapansin or pnapakelaman ung su0t ku..eun, umiyak aku..edi nagulat cla.. tas un, hndi pku tntglan per0 i stopped crying na.. edi ok na.

tap0s...

dumagdag pa ung isa...

lagi kc aku sinusungitan..lagi..

eh we had a meeting about worksh0p, s0 0n, tas knakausap k0 xa di nia ku tntngnan at pnapansin, edi cge, fyn.0uch.. tapus tapus na service...

nun uwian, ung isang kachurchmate ku si kevin, may pnaparinig na music sa cp na, edi pnpknggan ku, bgla dumating c sungit, aun, pkinggan dw sbi ni kevin tas bigla knuha sa kamay ku ung cp, tas sbi ku nkknig dn aku, tas snusungtan aku.. aun, lalu ku nadown, iyak ulet..

tas ngulat ult cla..tas tntnung dahilan...

tas c sungit tntnung pa dahilan, hmf..

although sbay nmn kmi umwi, nagsori nmn xa..kaya ok na

it's hard to take na someone so special ay magsusungit sau at d ka pnapansin tas parang blewal lng..hmpp..