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hoho. i haven't been preparing, and now i felt pressurized man..=/ haha.
people around me have been studying! =O
and u know wat? i haven't really thought that you can help me do my vid man.. hahaha.
oh my.. i cannot believe my dumb brain. will ask u sometime soon.
i mean. within this week. =0=
it's exactly one month and 1 day before the investiture.. -0-
die la. can diee.. my vid is not done yet..
wa... die die die!
okay. i should stop panicking and do some work..
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had leadership program today after school. it was like a damn long session la. But i must say it was quite fun though. haha. then i was sitting beside shui min, and she draw on my paper. hahahaha. that crazy girl! haha. she kept getting so high and draw stuff on my workshop ppr. haha.
and u know wat? i'm jealous of your sch pa system man. seriously la. my sch info comm club really are not tat good and they seriously donno how to look out for wat's happening. no offence though. but really. my sch's info comm club can't make it man. and i'm panicking for my investiture now. Didn't even had one single rehearsal man.
haha. another crap entry again. get cracking for my investiture!! go.!
but wait.. i think i'll do my maths practices first. Xp
oh ya, while i was having the workshop in e afternoon, i suddenly thought of this song..
L. is for the way you look at me..
O. is for the ordinary things u do..
V. is for the very extraordinary..
E. is even.......
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okay. i know the lyrics are not right la. but donno la. i just suddenly thought of this song.. then i asked shui min for the lyrics then she told me, but then after so many hours i forgot liao.. hahaa.sorry i really cant remb the last line la. and i was too lazy to go check out the lyrics, and tat's why there's so many dot dot dot there..
pardon me for the poor memory. =.
last friday my family and i went to the national museum to see a extraorinary road show.. haha. i'm not sure how do i say it, but it was on the newspaper.. the performances were great! There's even a white grando piano hang in mid air while the dancers are performing.. and there was this huge ballon with very nice rome paintings on it, and the dancers were so graceful.. heh.. i'm talking abt the gown.. HAhaha. will upload e photos..
talking abt photos, i owe alot of ppl photos!. sorryy!
haha.. i've got high inertia!!
Hey you! Do you know that i miss you?
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| Who's heart? I know it'll definitely not be mine.
It hurts too much tat i cant feel my heart anymore.
Wonderful. =]
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| i was so busy this week.
=-= really. so packed with lots of things. Homework, revision. DAMN.
common tests coming up. and the teacher gave us lots of homework to do. how great.
so u tell me la. i where got time to do my revision?
time management time management. everyone says tat. but how to? so much hw, and by then when u finish it. i'm already feeling so tired and wanna sleep liao.
there's alot of things happening, but i don feel like writing down now. it's 1.02 a.m now. i'm still awake.
Who are you smiling for? I know it'll definitely not be me. I love to see u smile, but deep inside my heart, i know i wanna know the reason behind it. It's contradicting isn't it? I always thought smiling it's a natural thing to do, but now i wanna know the reason.
I nearly cried when i couldn't find my rings just now. Nearly scolded my younger sister too. She was so nice to actually cleared my desks when i left to school for co just now. But i was so kan chiong when i realise i couldn't find it. Wa.. i tell u. i was so very irritated and nearly scolded my younger sis tat she packed my stuff and i cant find my rings.. It meant alot to me. of cus she'd found it in the end, or else i could have really do something i donno i'll do.
i'm feeling very sad now. wat should i do?
Heartache.
pieces and pieces of it. nothing could compare to the crying without tears.
but wait.. i just feel something on my cheeks.
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| I would love to. But how do u wanna see myself allowing you to be going out with someone else when i know you are with me? Have you thought of it? I know you don't care anymore, but i don't know how i'm gonna tell you this. It definitely hurts. I want you to be my one and only. Not one and nothing. It's selfish i know. Even when we wanna part, it's a selfish thing to do too.
I was so happy tat the messenger windows pop up. I was so excited and was actually doubting tat i see wrongly. But it wasn't. And you talked to me about this, and my heart sinks.. You are back to square one. The one tat i've treasured the most. The one tat i wanted to care for the most. The one tat i see, and hurts me the most. You.
You always say, people change. Come on. And thanks for telling me tat i'm boring. Haha. I know people change. I know. But you've become the person you dont wanna be the most right? Ah ha.. Now you'll probably tell me tat i'm assuming and putting words in your mouth. But i've always try to occupy myself with stuff so tat i'll feel better. Every songs remind me of you. Alot. Even songs tat are meant to be happy. It'll turn out to be a sad song.
Why? Why do you ask me? Do u know what you are doing?
Sorry if i've convey the msg wrongly upon my nickname.
You're still a part of me. Procrastinate upon my own doings, wanting of things to be perfect, and end up doing nothing.
My investiture is screwed.
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