| HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO XANGA.... I MISS DANCING :( anywho! I haven't been on here in forever!!!!!! Soo I did some remodeling to make it more interesting, since I'm sick :( and don't wanna do anything cept lay around......anywho..... I'm ready for Thanksgiving Break. I decided that I think I have been so tired recently cos I am just bored outta my mind, with not working, since I've worked for 6 years now. Then During X-mas, I'm taking a class or 2 or a few at Blackhawk. I added either a Communication Studies Minor or maybe a double major on to the Marketing degree. I'm soo glad I changed majors last year, this way I will have way more opportunity to do things I love. Not that I don't love to sing, but it's more of a fun factor for me, and I really didn't want to teach. My classes really aren't difficult at all.......I just don't try. IDK why I'm always like that, but I lose interest in stuff that's boring or should be simple. Really I just don't care....the classes in my major I'm doing really well and my gen eds are boring soo I slack. I'm tired of gen eds isn't that wat the elementary, middle school, and high school was for? Otherwise, I think I just really miss dancing and performing. I don't really miss choir so much. I'm depressed, cos I wanted to volunteer for Big Brothers Big Sisters, but I can't, cos you have to be involved a full year. IDK where I'm going to be next year, but I wanna study abroad so I'll be somewhere fun :) My thoughts are kind of all over the place...ooops! Otherwise, nothing else is really going on...oooh cept at work now there are headsets, and only certain people get them. Of course I do, but yay....this way I can sing the holiday tunes to all of the leadership people. Or at least to myself and pretend I'm on stage. :) NEW FAVORITE SONG.....okay it's not really a new one...I've been loving it since I heard Forgive - Reina Well can't you ever just forgive, that's a mighty big word for such a small man. And I'm not sure I still care, I don't even know, now who I am. It's too soon for me to say forgive. You gotta forgive and forget don't wanna relive and regret but I just can't forgive. I love Techno/Trance Music.....which will lead me to a future discussion. From all us at, Matt's Apartment, we thank you for joining and will you next time, on The Mattie Jay Show. :) |
