| ... iM sicK of the hOOkups, tHe setuPs, the Fcuk ups-the guy who doesnt know what he wants-tHe gUy who does, but wont admit it..tHe gUY that oNly wants OnEe thiNg .. i just wAnt the REAL THiNG <3...
<3*<3<3*<3*<3<3*<3*<3<3*<3*<3<3*<3*<3<3*<3*<3<3*<3 |
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| *happy one year to shan && maddy!*
<3 *kat* |
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today - work was a living hell! but all is good. lOl i worked til 2 so i could get off earlier than i usually do tomorrow. shan left as soon as i drove up so i didnt get to talk to her yet today which sucks cause i wanted to see how mrs. sherri's doing - but i will find out sooner or later. well im outtie for now.
much <3 . . .besos y abrazos!
<3 *mkay* |
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| me and josh are offically over he came && got his class ring and brought me mine backk on wednesday night. oh well i guess its for the best. he has called a couple times but i dont answer. he did leave me a sweet message && i thought about calling him juss to inform him on why but i thought it would be best to leave it alone. after i got a sweet message he called && left another one saying that it was the last time he was calling && that i should be "woman" enough to talk to him - BUT he juss called today at like 2:20 neways . . . i've been with scott almost everyday for about two weeks now - i dont know why he loves me so much but he does. we have so much fun when we are together! last night we went muddin - it was awesome! i really hope that things keep going well with me && scott. all i want is to be happy. i dont think thats asking for much. well i got things to do so im outtie!
*huggs n kisses . . . && all that jazz*
<3 - *kathy* |
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| today started off really good but the ending sucked. i got up this morning && went to church with shan - she sang a "special" && it was awesome! after church we came home, changed && went to thomson. first we went to taco bell *yummy* then we went to catos, its fashion, shoe show && then wal mart. that was the best part of my day (( which took up most of the day *big smiles* )) . . . well . . . the not-so-good part of my day consisted of a freaking guy but thats besides the point cause i dont want to care about him or love him or even be with him now. he said he isnt trying no more so umm why should i? i am so lost && confused && . . . well i guess i am kinda broken in a way cause i mean i gave this guy my heart && things got off track && he would juss let me go like it really doesnt matter - its like one minute i was his everything && the next i was invisible, now i guess i will juss be of no existance to him. ugh! i know it would prolly be for the best this way but its juss i care so friggin much && part of me is like well its good that i care this much && the other part is like why are you wasting time. neways today was the one month anniversary of us being together but so much for that. oh well his loss . . . right? ugh - i think im juss gonna go get some sleep.
so yeah . . .
nighty nite *besos y abrazos* . . . && all that jazz
<3 yahs, *kathy* |
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