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Monday, December 18, 2006

  • This is so true around the time of my birthday and the holidays.  Boo.

    Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
    You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
    If only I knew what I know today
    Ooh, ooh

    I would hold you in my arms
    I would take the pain away
    Thank you for all you've done
    Forgive all your mistakes
    There's nothing I wouldn't do
    To hear your voice again
    Sometimes I wanna call you
    But I know you won't be there

    Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
    For everything I just couldn't do
    And I've hurt myself by hurting you

    Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
    Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
    And it's so hard to say goodbye
    When it comes to this, oooh

    [ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
    Would you tell me I was wrong?
    Would you help me understand?
    Are you looking down upon me?
    Are you proud of who I am?

    There's nothing I wouldn't do
    To have just one more chance
    To look into your eyes
    And see you looking back

    Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
    For everything I just couldn't do
    And I've hurt myself, ohh

    If I had just one more day
    I would tell you how much that I've missed you
    Since you've been away
    Ooh, it's dangerous
    It's so out of line
    To try and turn back time

    I'm sorry for blaming you
    For everything I just couldn't do
    And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

  • 1. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
    It's not my style, but whatever floats your boat is cool with me

    2. Are you a jealous person?
    I am not really faced with that when it comes to my boyfriend because we're not in the same city for me to see him with girlls;  when it comes to other girls and my friends, I guess everyone can want to be like someone else at different points in their life.

    3. What are you allergic to?
    nothing that I can think of

    4. What books, if any, have made you cry?

    I don't really read books for fun, i'm dumb like that . . but i do cry at movies A LOT!!

    5. Does it annoy you when someone says they'll call but never do?
    kind of . . . but whenever someone says, "call me when you get home to let me know you got there alright" i always forget to

    6. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
    that is WAY too hard of a question

    7. What would you rather be doing right now? sleeping or being with my baby 

    8. What song, if any, is stuck in your head at the moment?
    don't really have one since i've been at work for so long now

    9. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
    to some people, and to others not so much when I don't know them very well or if they are older

    10. What did you dress up as for your last halloween?
    a heavenly angel (half good, half a little bad ;) )

    11. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
    I think it is a little easier to get along with boys because I'm so intimidated by girls and what they think of me . . . but then again I am the same way with boys  . . . 

    12. Can others make you cry easily?
    Anyone who has ever met me knows that this is the story of my life.

    13. Who was the last person to piss you off?
    not sure . . . probably myself, though 

    14. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
    Um, at work yes, and for the most part, maybe a little bit (I HATE it when people say "supposably"!!)  I know i'm not the best at it because i make up words all the time

    15. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of package?
    Sometimes I look at them, but even if I do, I still eat it.

    16. If you could be any type of fruit what would you be?
    a pear . . . i'd have some nice curves for the boy-fruits to look at!

    17. How many pairs of shoes do you own? a lot

    18. What was the last thing to scare you?
    going in for a meeting with professionals in my field (or close to it)

    19. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
    um . . . that's a toughie

    20. What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
    Long Island Ice Teas or Black Cherry Smirnoff's -- anything you can't taste the alcohol in!

    21. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
    I took a little nap on the floor last week

    22. Have you ever been attracted to someone physically?
    Of course!!

    23. What personality traits is a must-have in the opposite sex?
    they must be funny, romantic, honest, caring, compassionate..the list goes on and on and on and on....

    24. Do you enjoy traveling via airplanes?
    yes, i don't get to do it as much as i would like to, though.  taking a plan beats a road trip any day of the week!

    25. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
    well, my baby has some tattoos, but he's not covered in them.  I know that if the person that i was meant to spend the rest of my life with made me complete, i guess it wouldn't matter if he were covered in tattoos -- as long as he knew how to look appropriate for certain dress-up occassions


    26. Have you ever dated someone out of your race?
    yes

    27. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
    um . . . i haven't really thought about it.  I'm not against either of them, just too chicken or indecisive to do anything about it

    28. Which do you make: wishes or plans?
    Every chance that i get to make a wish, I wish for the EXACT same thing.  For the past few years now it has not come true, though :(  I try to make plans and they ALWAYS fall apart -- good thing I'm going into EVENT management :)

    29. Can you speak any languages other than English?
    for the most part, no -- i can only speak a few phrases in spanish

    30. What is your favorite salad dressing?
    honey mustard

    31. What movies do you know every line to?
    Top Gun, The American President, and The Breakfast Club is getting there

    32. Have you ever dated one of your best friends?
    yes


    33. When was the last time someone hit on you?
    i don't really know -- i'm so oblivious to things like that, but probably not any time in the recent past

    34. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
    take it

    35. Do you wear flip flops even when its cold outside?
    nope 

    36. If you could eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?
    this is WAY too hard to answer for a girl like me (one that is HOPELESSLY ADDICTED to food)

    37. How many siblings do you have, and where are you in the rank?
    I have one older brother (almost 24), so I guess that makes me the baby

    38. Name 3 schools you went to: Pierremont Elementary, Parkway West High School, and Missouri State University

    39. Name 3 things in your wallet: pictures, credit card, springfield cardinals schedule

    40. Names you go by: Megan for the most part, one or two people call me Megs

    and "sweetie" sometime by my sweetie


    41. Who are you thinking about right now? by baby.  I miss him so much. and my mom because my heart goes out to her and how unhappy she is with the results, and my brother because . . . well i always think about that topic 

    42. Who do you wish you were with right now? my baby

    43. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing now? JCPenney 

    44. What was the last thing you ate?
    A sandwich, chips, and an AMAZING chocolate chip cookie that my boss bought for me here at work!

     

    It turns out that I am not interning with 95.5 anymore, but instead I am interning for the Springfield Cardinals.  My goal for the summer is to increase college student attendance at games this summer.  We have some ideas in the works, but I would love to hear what any other college students think.  Also, if we were to have a "back to school" game, what would make you all want to come to it?  Any input would be much appreciated.

     

    Also, grades make me sad, but at least not as sad as I thought they would.

Friday, May 12, 2006

  • I am off to St. Louis right after work today.  Complications and infections and surgeries today for mi mama.  What a wonderful Mother's Day, but oh well.  I guess that's the way life goes.

    On the other hand, I had lots of fun last night but unfortunately I only saw like two people that I knew.  That's the second barfest I've gone to and neither time have I seen anyone.  Apparently Trops and Icon are not the places to be for the people I know.  Hmmm . . .

    Back to work . . Is it summer yet?

Friday, April 21, 2006

  • Well, I know some of you are wondering about the Florida bill . . . my dad just got back last night from the Philippines and I know that it is available, he just has to download it for me.  He has been gone from work for 10 days and in his world, that is a long time and hundreds of emails to go through.  I'm hoping by mid-late next week he'll have gotten around to it.

    By the way -- this weekend -- Rock'n Ribs at Bass Pro from 11-3 on Saturday.  Be there or else.  ALSO -- Beartones. Saturday. 7 p.m.  PSU. $2.  BE THERE OR ELSE!!

    So my bosses are at one of the Public Affairs Conferences, one about what life-changing events happened in these influential peoples' lives that made them want to make their community a better place.  It got me to thinking . . what was the most pivotol, life-altering event that made me be who I am today or had an impact on me.  My boss asked me and I had three separate ones.  Is that weird?  I guess not. 

    1.) The day my brother left.  That day will be etched into who I am for the rest of my life.

    2.) The time right around when my mom retired.  Our whole family dynamic changed (don't worry, in a good way . . actually the best way possible, now that I think about it!)

    3.) My mom having cancer for the first time (not that the second time was easy to take, but not as shocking as the first, I guess).  If this was powerful enough to make my brother move back from California, this was pretty powerful.  It didn't bring my broken home back together again like we had hoped it would, but at least it made our family be in the same city for a year.

    If you couldn't tell, I guess my brother and his actions and his feelings and thoughts and beliefs have a huge impact on the way I feel about some things.  Do any of you just feel like there is this whole in your heart and your life that you just want to fill up so badly but can never seem to find a replacement for what it really wants?  I just want to be a family again.  Is that so much for a girl to wish for?

    Anyway, in lighter news, I have my schedule lined up for next semester.  It seems to be okay, except for the fact that I am taking two graduate classes.  I'm super scared, but I guess that's what you have to do . . face the scary.  Too bad I can't do that with everything in my life . . .   Also, this summer, I have registered and everything for my internship at 95.5.  I start like RIGHT after finals and then go until August.  Then, in August I am planning on going to the annual conference and trade show for the International Association of Assembly Managers.  It may not sound like fun to everyone (learning about concessions and crowd control and safety) but it will be a good networking opportunity and you get to go out at night to do whatever you want.  Also, we are staying in the Marriott on the Riverwalk, so it should be REALLY nice.  One of the best parts about the trip is that my aunt, uncle, and 3 year old cousin live in San Antonio and I will get to see them at least for a little bit.  I'm so excited.  All I have to do is finish my volunteer application packet (to get the $500+ registration fee waived) and then finish my cover letter to try to get a $500 sholarship that they give out to student members and volunteers.  Let's REALLY cross our fingers on that one.  I don't really know how much money I'm going to be able to spend while there until I get Florida all figured out.

    PLUS - Scott bought himself a present - two tickets to go see Faith Hill and Tim McGraw in St. Louis in July.  He said that I had to go.  So, I will go.  (He spent too much money on the tickets and I know I need to pay him back for mine, but I might have to take out a payment plan with him!  ;)

    So, Scott is the one that I will marry.  We talked about some things and we're not engaged, but someday we will be.  And then married some day.  Ahh . . what a calming thought.

    It's funny how all of a sudden your life can seem so planned out and you never really even tried.  hmm . . .

    Well, bosses are back, so I should get back to it.  Sorry I never update and this is so long.  But oh how I so enjoy reading other peoples' every morning.  Hopefully see and/or talk to you all soon.

    mw

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