THIS IS MY NEW ROLE MODEL Tyson, hahahahah

I hope everyone had a good Christmas.  Not into doing an update but I wanted to show people my little project that I am working on.  It was a Christmas gift that I bought for myself, so happy viewing.

My project:

Stage 1 Complete:

Stage 2 to begin eventually.  Till then........

my mood lately has been all over the place.   some days i'm happy and ok.  the next is the total opposite.   i just don't nderstand why it is.   Is it about growing up?  Is it about maturing?   if so then it sure does suck but thats life.   Growing up and maturing is about learning new things and looking towards the future.   I've been doing a lot of that and it scares me a little.   You think in your mind yo have things all planned out and when something goes out of sync or throws you for a loop, it messes with your mind.   i've treid to look at the positive side each bumo in the road, but there are the ones that are always negetive.   I guess thats where i'm at right now; a bump in the road.   actually i think i've hit a wall and cant find a way to get over it.   there's no rope to help you climb up and trying to get around it, i can't find the end.   everything happens for a reason, but this is one jacked up reason.  i guess i'm just waiting for that rope to be thrown from the top of the wall to help me get over it, but how long will that take?   i think growing up also means growing apart in ways.   Living on my own and having to rely on myself and not my parents has opened up a lot views and prespective to me.   Being away from home helped me realize that family is the only thing a person can depend on and trust.   I use to dread all the family gatherings, but now its the opposite.  I love spending time with my family and miss then everyday.   these are my thoughts and how i feel as i head to bed and try to grow up.

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Its FRIDAY and what am I doing?  I'm working from 8-4:30 and the from 6-10.   What kind of Friday is that?   I'm just glad the second job is fun and chill.  

I will do a update this weekend since I'll be in Sac this weekend.   A little over 2 weeks before I go and see Corteo (Cirque du Soleil) .   I'm excited that its finally here.   I had gotten tickets because I wanted to see it, so I decided to get my mom and dad tickets for there aniversary.   I haven't spent too much money lately, but i think its because Christmas is coming soon and I NEED to save my money for that.   What has happened this past month?  Nothing much besides school and work.  Went out for lynn and ryan's birthday, that was cool.   Have to say that we accomplished what we wanted to do to Ryan, getting him crunked and had to carry his ass out to the car.   That weekend was interesting to say the least.  

School is getting crazier and harder now that I'm in my 3rd term.   2 down and 8 more to go.    Things are really fast paced for 8 week terms and they are thinking about cramming it in more.  The good is that we're moving into a new facility in Feb and uts suppose to be hooked up with all the pharmacy stuff and updated eqiupment.

Ling Ling is doing good, however, she may be living with my parents possibly for a couple months at a time until i finish school.    But its better for her because my parent slove her and can pay more attention to her then i can right now.   She's fat as usual but its cool.

Thats pretty much it for now.  Have to get back to work now.......... 

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