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date: January 1st, 2002; 11:46AM
weather: cold
wearing: Tommy shirt and my Pajama bottoms, with my fluffy slippers hehe 
hair is: down, I decided not to mess with it this morning...
thinking about: I'm freaking tired...and worried about what's wrong with me...
eating: nothing
watching on tv: Nothing, I'm in my room
talking to: Nobody
hearing: I Believe In You
For the past almost two weeks, I've drank about 3 gallons of water a day, plus glasses of milk, orange juice, and koolaid. I'd have to constantly go to the bathroom, oh, say, every 20-30 minutes. Allan says I'm dehydrated, my mom says it's a bladder infection, and my grandma thinks I'm a diabetic. I've lost a lot of weight, but I'm always hungry. I can't go longer than 20 minutes without drinking some kind of liquid. And right after I go to the bathroom, I have to drink again. It's weird, this has never happened to me before, or anyone I know. My grandma is a nurse, and she's never heard of this before. That's why I'm worried. Allan called me at 10 this morning. I was still sleeping, LOL. I was tired last night. It was a normal New Year's Eve I guess. No parties for me. Although I could have gone, I decided to stay home and talk to Allan. I'm hoping that mom gets on to telling Jim about Allan so he can come here in February. Besides that, me and Ben and Brian and Allan are gonna go to the Linkin Park concert here in Denton on the 17th of February, if I can get the tickets reserved. They're $135 each, but they're floor, in the moshpit area. Those are the best tickets! I about died when I found out they were comin' here. AHHH!! Anyway, I'm gonna write later. I need to go find something to drink. Haven't had anything in a while. I'm about to pass out. Later.  Mandy
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I'm just kidding baby. I need to write some more...I haven't written poetry in a while. Been kinda busy. I will tho. G2G now tho, I have company. I'll be on later. 