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Name: Murrda
Birthday: 9/8/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: I enjoy long walks on the beach, candlelit dinners and cuddling while watching a romantic movie with my sweetie
Expertise: Life
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AIM:  mollom88
Member Since:
1/23/2005
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| Sigh. I'm sick of the same thing everyday. I'm sick of school... being as wothless as it is, and I still have to be there everyday. I have 1 real class and 6 electives... and they can't just give me work release?
I worked on college applications yesterday. I got a lot done... I still have 5 essays to write. Jeeze. Where do you start when you have 5 freaking essays to write? And I want to do them all well, too...
I didn't go to school today... like usual. I woke up at 9 and thought about the worthless day ahead of me...
aiding.. yearbook.. drama...dance...english with a sub for our long term sub... food and nutrition with yet another sub. no rehearsal after school.
whats the point of waking up in the morning? | | |
| by the way, i'm done with song lyrics as journal entries for a while..
i guess sometimes other people can write songs about things you think about better than you can say them. | | |
| So. Another day.
I got up early to face the cold, harsh morning with Skip... at McDonalds... eating breakfast burritos and egg mcmuffins.
I attempted to make myself look decent since i want him to notice when i'm there and when i'm not.
I think he does. I hope he does....
I wish this was the type of
thing where I wasn't so amazingly confused / excited / anxious /
questioning about... I'm incredibily impatient, too. These are not good
things. I feel like its just SUPPOSED to happen. ya know? i've just...
never been so sure, yet so unsure about something in my entire life.
what the hell is going on?
"Strange & Beautiful (I'll Put A Spell On
You)" by Aqualung
I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying
to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me
but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on
you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realize that you love me.
Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the
first thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first
thing you see,
And you'll realize that you love me.
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| you know what? i'm sick of being second place. i'm sick of always being just "that crazy girl."
I'm not just that fucking crazy girl! jesus. i have a soul and a BRAIN*
and a fucking heart. Don't lead me on into thinking something could
happen just to blow it off. I'm sensitive.
*thanks skip
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| So, I guess I haven't really written in a while.
Maybe that's because I haven't really had anything worth writing about. Until today.
[Possession] Sarah McLachlan Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide
voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time
the night is my companion, and solitude my guide
would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Through this world I've stumbled
so many times betrayed
trying to find an honest word to find
the truth enslaved
oh you speak to me in riddles
and you speak to me in rhymes
my body aches to breathe your breath
your words keep me alive
And I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Into this night I wander
it's morning that I dread
another day of knowing of
the path I fear to tread
oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride
nothing stands between us here
and I won't be denied
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes...
last night was amazing | | |
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