Currently Listening Come What(ever) May By Stone Sour see related

i guess i was wrong to actually care and give them a chance. cause that all just fucking backfired in my face. i didnt do a damn thing wrong. i was always the nice one. i listened when they wanted to talk. i went to see them at all hours of the night when they called because they had a bad day. i stuck by them when others told me not to. i believed in them and wanted what was best for them. but i swear to god i did not and will not ever say/do what they are convinced i did. i'm hurt beyond belief. i hope they are happy with the decision they made cause i'm over them. i'm usually one to forgive but this one hurt way too fucking bad and i'm done with it.

i guess its true what they say that the good guys finish last...

sometimes i really just dont understand people!

so i was out with some friends last night and while we were sleeping some person thought it would be cool to come break the effin windows in my car! i'm pissed. just decide to drive home because i didnt wanna deal with the cops and mine was the only car on the street that had the windows broke. but my seat is covered in glass so i take my long sleeve work shirt off and sit on that. so now im only in a tank top driving 65 plus mph on the highway in late nov. it was freezing! get home finally fall asleep only to wake up to a call from the friend i was with last night. from when i left at 7 am til 9am. every single car on the street but one had its window shot out with a bb gun. the cops were going door to door filling out reports. some 40+ cars lost windows. so i guess in the long run it wasnt just me so im not as mad. but still people. my car is brand new. so effin new that i havent even made a payment on it yet and now im out $200 + to fix it. this sucks! how can someone be so stupid and mean to shoot that many car's windows?!?!

GRRR

i dont think that this week could have been any better!

manager gave me thursday off cause she said work is no fun after finals. = last night out with the gang at school = so fun!!!

manager then gives me saturday off cause she knows i LOVE osu and that the game would kill our business = i saw the whole game!= and we kicked some ass

then tonight as i am leaving work it is SNOWING!! = first snowfall. i cant wait for winter! my one true love! call me crazy but i love the cold and the snow

then someone finally started talking to me again after a week. yes its only a week but it killed me nonetheless. = im such a girl

and to make everything even 1000 times better. i found out something new that made my effin year! i am amazing and thats all there is to it, cause i called it . woot woot for me

so yeah... kinda had an emotional break down at work tonight.

i have no idea how i am going to get all my studying done for finals (well history that is)

this week is never going to end!

but at least tuesday should be fuckin sweet... HINDER@ bogarts.. with my one and only derka derka!