Life is ok. All will get better even when you cant see the end. YOU WANNA KNOW WHY. Because God is out there and he takes care of all your big spills. Though things at the moment look so big and you cant see them turning out all right, God can see where you are going and he will see for you what you cant see for your self. You just have to jump off of your safe little perch and free fall right into his humongous safe arms. Then everything will start being ok. Well that is my words of wisdom for today. Come again next time for "what to do when your EZMAC explodes. Tune in tomorrow same time same place.

Hey it be time to posty. i miss the fantasy world that i have been so cruely cast out of. i bet so few people will actually read this. oh well that b otay. that might actually be a good thing. The bottom has really fallen out of all i hold important just because of something that many people would consider trivial lately. like they say.... time marches on... or time heals. it will all be ok someday. just doesnt make me feel happy now.

The break is over the paper is written and i can now breath. Summer fun is only a week and a half away. That will be my time to florish and to rejuvinate. Rejuvination is definatly needed. I feel old. Very old.