i think i'm done here...you can always visit my space though. myspace.com/el_simon

PAYCE!!!     ...for now

here i am
i stumble my way back again
this mess i call my life
the scars i left behind

same old mistakes i've made before
so come and take my life
i'm all yours!

 so take me no
just as i am
these fears and doubts
that i have

my heart is broken
and you're all i need
so take me now and set me free!

i'd like to move to arizona. away from the rest of life. only cause i live a mess of one. there's nothing in arizona. not where i'm thinking about. no i'm thinking about a place that has no distractions. no phone, no computer, no tv, no radio, nothing. and i love it! i'm thinking about a place where there are canyons below ground level. a place where there's a constant blue rainbow of sky so pure you could swear that God is right in front of your face. i'm thinking of a place where there's a sunrise and sunset every day. i'm thinking of a place where the night is as bright as day because of the moon and the billions of stars. a place where God's voice is so clear your bound to hear it every second you're awake.....then again...you could hear his voice anywhere right? just gotta listen.

what's you're heaven look like?

ps-the only bad place about arizona is that there's very very little rain and storms.

PAYCE!!

Currently Listening Redemption Songs By Jars of Clay see related

- i'll fly away

i'm am updating like a big a big a big a big loof that acts acts acts acts acts dumb dumb like a stu stu stu stup stupid skipp pp pp pp pp skipping c c c c c cd. that all i have to say about that.

technically i've won 2 cd's from youth group in the past 4 days. SWEET! i won won  from winning the ice block sledding speed race and the other from winning the game at youth group. we did pick up lines. the pick up i had to say to a girl was: "Excuse me do you have directions? (to where) you hearT" it was pretty sweet.

other than that....i get to work on my car this weekend!! YAY! i'm replacing my head gasket and oil pan gasket. and while i have the engine apart i'm gonna try to clean it as much as i can. i'll give it an oil change. i get to install my pollished intake manifold....uh...i think that'll take up most of the weekend. but then i need to get her taken to an alignment shop and see if i can get my rear axle un....bent. then once that's done i'm putting 4 new tires on her so she'll be all geard up for the winter. then i'll be ready next summer to begin working on the body....finding new parts like an undented hood, maybe new doors. and that'll all lead up to new paint. yay! but first things first. gaskets, alignment and tires.

that's all now bye bye then!

sim on

i saw three movies this weekend:

a lot like love
Crash
Guess who

i like 'a lot like love'..a lot.

only a couple things i liked about Crash. best part was the story about locksmith and his daughter. cutest thing ever. second good part was that everyone realized they all depended on another race in the end. watch it

guess who was funny. that's all that comes to mind at the moment.

that's all i have to say for now.sigh

this weekend described in 103 words or less

work
headache
small groups
lonely
guilty
pain
happy to see aktie and lauren
work
less than the recommended amount of sleep
work
giant beetle that moves like lightning
creepy spiders
BBQ .....twice
and boring tv shows

dumb

the end