Currently Reading Geography of Nowhere: The Rise and Decline of America's Man-Made Landscape By James Howard Kunstler see related

Ok, so I had a good day yesterday because it was Valentine's Day and I had a valentine.  My first one ever!!!! (I don't elementary school)  Anyways, receiving flowers from a guy is a kinda fun.  I never understood the hoop-la about it, but it's nice.  Happiness is running through me today until tomorrow when I have to go to studio.  Ahh, only a week left of classes.  It feels good!!!!

Currently Listening Fallen By Evanescence see related

I came to realization yesterday with the help of some very important people in my life that what happened to me in the past was not my fault.  The guilt that I was stringing along for so long could have been avoided if hadn't of blamed myself.  Blame no one at all.  God wants us to forgive in order that we cleanse ourselves and become stronger and better Christians.  I pray that I am able to forgive and ask that you who read this pray that I do so.  Forgiving someone seems so simple to some, but it is not the case with me at all.  I have to be stronger for myself so that I can make it through the rest of the year and not have such a stressful burden weighing me down. 

Currently Listening The Diary of Alicia Keys By Alicia Keys see related

- When You Really Love Someone

I was told the other night to update my journal.  So I have...

J/K!!

I started a new project for architecture and strangely enough, I am really excited about it.  It consumes all of my time, but I don't let that bother me as much as I use to.  I have been going through a tough time though.  Being single is not easy, especially when some of your closest friends are in relationships.  I'm also going through a phase where I listen only to love songs or songs dealing with relationships.  I'm just digging myself an even bigger hole.  I like the thought of maybe being in love one day.  I have no plans to rush what God has in store for me nor do I want to know.  I just want to live my life without having to think those things.  If I continue in this way, I feel as if I will force myself into a relationship that should not even happen.   Still, I wouldn't trade my life with anyone!!!!

Currently Listening In The Zone By Britney Spears see related

This school year has been a blast thus far.  I am looking forward to the rest of the year.  I like where my life is going on some aspects.  On other aspects, I am not.  Spiritually, I am truly falling.  My relationship with God has not been the same since the beginning of the school year.  I love the social life that I have but it is not great.  I'm saying yes and making agreements that don't coincide with the type of life that I want to lead.  Stay tuned for the next episode...

Currently Watching Love Actually (Widescreen Edition) By Liam Neeson, Hugh Grant see related

OH, YEAH!!!! THE QUARTER IS ALMOST OVER!!!!!

If I have money on tech express the last week, I'm buying lunch for anyone's path I cross.  Do you like Chik-Fil-A???  Taco Salad Wednesday?? Take your pick!!!